November 30

Yo! Today, I slept late -> some PC time -> lunch -> packing my stuff and waiting for my ride, since I had a volleyball game.

But just before our game, Louis, Mason and I went to watch the first women’s team game. It was OK. The opponents were just way better.

Then, our game was against the talent’s-team. So they were all like 15 year old kids and shit, which actually have potential.
Long story short: We won 3:1. Our opponents were kinda mad -> they went to talk to the ref quite often -> they got a yellow card. Jokes.
Also, from the 2nd set on, we had quite some fans. Alec even showed up. It the got quite fun!

After the game, like half of our team went to eat. But as it was already like 9-ish, we didn’t really spend much time in the diner and left quite quickly.

Daniel drove me home – just after we delivered 2 things, which were left forgotten in the gym. SMH. We also spent quite a lot of time just talking – what a surprise :OMG:. Nothing really special here though.

Back at home, I brushed my teeth -> some time on PC -> now I’m writing (to) you -> bed.

That’s about it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

In the car ride to our game, my ex came up in the conversation (by coincidence – actually, they were talking about the same volleyball tournament that they went last year; which then fucked me up quite bad, if you rememeber.), and then 2 things happened:
1. Mason asked, if it’s OK for me if they talked about her in front of me, to which I replied, that it usually doesn’t hurt bad, so it’s OK. To which then Louis said: it’s hard to remember that I too have feelings, since I don’t really show them.
2. Mason asked, if our (my ex & I) breakup was good or bad: To which Louis replied, that according to me, it was not bad, but according to her, it was. So that kinda sucks.
But I guess, I would have to talk to her. But I don’t really wanna.

Also, my ex did kinda watch at least some part of our game, which still kinda feels weird to me. Since, I usually take a look at the “crowd” to see who’s watching our game, and then we always make some eye-contact. And then, for obvious reasons, each time I look to the crowd, we look at each other. Quite weird if you ask me.