May 17

Hello! Today, in the morning, I woke up, wasn’t really sure, what I should do, but then I remembered, that I told my sister, that I might read some more in the Tao te Ching, since I talked to her about it. So I ended up doing that. Was quite confusing though.

Once I was done with that, I just solved some Sudokus for most of the day. In the afternoon, I was also some time on YouTube, but in parallel also solving Sudokus. It’s really gotten me – ngl.

During dinner, I asked (the women), what “to love” means for them. (In the sense of old people, not like nowadays, but what it’s used to for most of human history. Like for men, it’s akind to protect & provide for.) This is my next step into understanding women.
Their answer was something like, “to take care of” / “to cosset”. I’ll keep this on a list, and I’m gonna continue asking more women this. I’ll keep you posted!

Then, in the evening, I watched the movie Hancock, and in parallel coded a little. I was coding for my dating app like thing. It’s going forwards, but not as fast as I had hoped. The movie was kinda weird. It was about this guy “Hancock” who had super powers. In the beginning, he was a drunk, but then a PR-guy comes along and helps him to get on the right track. Then it turns out, he’s a god-like creature, is married and so on. Then it got really messy and love triangle type shit (not really but a little) so yeah…
The ending wasn’t good. But it was in sorta a deadlock. Any way they would have gone, it would have been bad. So it’s whatever. Other than that, the movie wasn’t too bad.

Than, I coded some more, until not too long ago. Then I took a shower, and now I’m writing (to) you.

That’s all for today. Take care & see you tomorrow! Bye-Bye!