July 3

Hello! Today, I literally did nothing. I only watched YouTube. Too much. I went back (figuratively) and watched a lot of Trackmania. At least, it was all Spammiej’s content, therefore, kinda permitted (for me, by me).

Actually, that is not entirely true. I went on a quick drive to the pharmacy this afternoon.

Also, I took a shower, and there was a centipede in the shower. And, weirdly enough, I didn’t want to kill it. So I spent about 1-2 minutes trying to get him from one side to the other. One time, he nearly killed himself, when he fell of the wall and into the water. In the end, though, he survived.
I actually asked myself, why I didn’t kill him. I mean, back in the day, we (I) did this to critters like this (since they are kinda ugly and annoying and shit). But I couldn’t do it today. Weird. Almost, as if my moral has changed, as to what to do with those small animals.

To a weird side-note: Today, when jerking off, I realized, that I almost exclusively jerk off to the thought of oral sex. (Me on both ends lul.) I thought, this was kinda weird. Do other people also do it like that? Kinda weird thing to ask lol -> I’m not gonna… (Unless, I’m really really drunk hahaa)

But that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!