September 7

Hello! Today I didn’t do much different things. I got up at like 8:30 and from then on, I studied like a mad man. I was actually really efficient (I believe).
By coincidence, today we had another “family day”, though I didn’t really participate, since I only studied.

After dinner, I went down to say good-bye to Sara and her husband, and then I told the rest of my family a bit about the things I did – and I was kinda passionate. They were impressed, but not by the things, but from me being passionate about this. Kinda sweet, I guess.

Then, late in the evening I watched some YouTube and shit, for like 2 hours.

During the day, I of course still sometimes thought about my ex. As it just so had to be like that… This made me kinda sad. Also, this made me really bummed out about my future, as in “will I find love again” (however cringe it might sound). But it felt that way. Of course, whilst I was in the “zone” from studying, it wasn’t an issue, but each time I took little breaks, it got bad. I believe, it was worst in the morning, but right now, as I’m thinking about it, it was still bad in the evening.

That’s already about all for today. It’s currently 22:53, and I’m about to shower and then go to bed for my exam tomorrow. I’ll see you then. Take care & Bye-Bye!