Hello! Today, in the morning, I had my (hopefully) last driving lesson. Right now, I’m sitting on 8. So that’s really good (if I pass on Monday). But let me tell you: If I had driven the exam today, I would have failed like an idiot. I just gotta remember, to take it calm, and plan ahead. If I do that, I should pass.
This was already most of my morning.
Afternoon: At first, I didn’t really have anything to do, so I tried to solve a really hard sudoku (not successful yet). Then, I had to leave at about 14:30, for a visit at my stomach doctor (gastroenterology).
Let me tell you: the fastest doctor visit I’ve had in a really long time. I arrived ~5 minutes early, and about 1 minute after checking in, I was already called to my doctors office – by my doctor. So I didn’t really have to wait. At first I didn’t even believe it, that it was already my time lol.
With my “main”-doctor, I just had to talk a bit, but most seems fine. He told me, that it’s really important that I send them a stool example, so they can do more tests. Ideally, I’d do that like 2-4 times a year. The last time I did it, was 4 years ago lol.
After this, I also had to give them some blood, and then I was already allowed to leave like 10 minutes after I arrived there. Really fast!
I then went back home, and tried again to solve the sudoku.
The plan for today was, that I meet with Benji, Josh, Yanis and their respective girlfriends (yes, I was the 7th wheel haha).
Since we met kinda early, I invited them (Josh, Yanis, and Yanis GF Leah) to my hose, so I could quickly present them my (and my brothers) new car. And they were kinda impressed – as expected.
After that -> pick up Ellie -> go to next city with car (didn’t want to take train) -> meet Benji and his GF there -> going to eat.
I had a really nice pizza. Not gonna lie: It was the best pizza I had in quite some time.
After that, we all went bowling. Before that, we had to walk from the restaurant to the bowling alley. On this quick walk, I talked to Josh about the hinge-match I had, and that I didn’t really feel it, so I just kinda called it a day, and moved on. Then he told me: That’s dumb. Just try to use these dates as practice dates. Which I thought, was a kinda smart idea. So I think, I won’t do that in the future again. If it’s a match, try to go at least on one date. (I know, technically I’m not on the dating app again, but still. Just remember it for later!)
The bowling was kinda fun. I was quite bad at it (like most of us), and I did feel kinda alone sometimes, because everyone was there in a pair of two – except me…
(I got like 4th or 5th once, and once 2nd – but who’s counting.)
(I was kinda surprised, that Leah didn’t bring up, that she met with my ex, and talked to me about it in real life. I did kinda expect that. Well, I did actually kinda hope that this would’ve happened, because I think I would have had more things to say than just:” It’s fine with me”.
You know, it’s kinda weird, and I’m a little scared, that if they get too close, I might have to see her often – which ATM I don’t really intend to. Not because I dislike her, but… I don’t really know why. It just kinda feels wrong.
Also, I guess I would have said to her, that I quickly go to “spiraling” like:” was it really the right choice to break up? Now that I know, that she would have ‘matched’ with you? And things like that…
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After the bowling we drove back home. At home, I quickly presented the car to Ellie and then went inside -> shower -> and now I’m writing (to) you.
As it might happens sometimes, today is my break-up-anniversary. So now I’ve been single for a year. And you know, I didn’t really think about it. Not really unexpectedly, nothing really changed, just because it’s now one year, instead of 364 days.
But I did ask myself: How long of no sex turns you into a virgin again? (haha) I think, I might reached that point lol.
That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!
Today was another no internet day for me. I left before the blocked sites unblocked, and I returned home only after they were blocked again. Just like yesterday.
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