December 10

Yo! Today I woke up and couldn’t fall back asleep. I don’t really know why though… I only slept for like 5 hours, and I wasn’t even nervous for my presentation. (Well, if I look at it like that, I was nervous, but I didn’t really feel it…) So then, I got up, put some more work into the presentation -> held it for my mom and Emily -> lunch.

After lunch, I pretty much already had to go to uni -> presentation time!

How’d it go? Not gonna lie: I’m don’t think it was good. I mean, when I explained the custom head, no-one really got it… But this was kinda weird, since when I explained it to my mom, she did seem like she got it. Weird times! But besides that, I think it was quite good.
(Actually, I had to send my slides to my supervisor, and when she replied to me, that the presentation was quite good & that her asking questions was because of the future work I’ll do for my bachelors thesis. –> I guess, I seemed kinda sad after my presentation lol)
Also, since the prof. had a meeting right after the seminar, we didn’t discuss my grade today, but we’ll do it next week.

When driving home (in the train) I actually was kinda depressed, because of how my presentation went. And I actually thought, this was kinda ironic, since I thought I’d like to do “research” but as soon as I fuck things up (kinda), I immediately change to “I’m just gonna do a masters degree in math” lol.
So much for “liking” comp-sci-research. SMH.

Back at home, I didn’t really want to work on anything specific, so I just solved some Sudoku’s – just like I did a while back.
-> Dinner
-> PC-time (I nearly fell asleep)
-> Daniel texted me, and asked how my presentation was (Not gonna lie, I was kinda surprised by that, since usually he’s not like that haha. I mean, he forgets those things lol)
-> shower (for way too long, but I did have some good ideas for my bachelors thesis, which I’m gonna try tomorrow.)
-> writing (to) you
-> bed.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!