April 19

My Day

Hello, today I’ll keep it short, since tired, and not late, so I might go to bed early.

Morning: Sex dream(?), don’t remember about what. Just know, it was some weirdish thing. Otherwise nothing special

Afternoon: At first, just chilling, then going out to play beach volleyball (at 5am) with Daniel, Emanuel and some more. Was (somewhat) fun. had a injured shoulder, got worse (unsurprisingly). Initially, wanted to go earlier, since Daniel just went to India, he didn’t catch the train -> I was too early -> had to wait 30 mins. He then told me, how India has been & even got me a chain as a present.

Evening: played beach volleyball until like 8pm. Then went to pick up some food and ate outside. Classic Döner Kebab evening.
Then got home at about 11pm.

As a small more precise mention: I talked with Emanuel about females, and of course my ex came up, but I don’t think, this damaged (bad word, for like negatively impacted me / my mood – have to check on this again tomorrow though) me. At least in the moment, it felt absolutely fine. Also, it wasn’t like embarrassing (which it usually kinda feels like) to talk about her. So that’s a step in the right direction. (I guess…)

Spent some time on PC, and now am writing this.

So that’s all. I’ll see you tomorrow! Take care and see you then! Bye-Bye!