April 22

Hello! I keep it short today.

In the morning, I blocked YouTube, Instagram, my streaming site and so, on my PC. With the obvious goal of studying. And not that surprisingly, it worked out okay-ish. That means, I studied for most of my day.

In the afternoon I went outside to have an ice in the “sun” (cloudy weather) and then I remembered, that I was supposed to cook today. Since I totally forgot to take out any meat from the fridge, I couldn’t cook what I initially planned. So I cooked smashed potatoes with meatballs, gravy and beans (the green, long ones).

And wouldn’t you know it: When cooking the easiest meal, the most things went bad.
1. I made the beans in the steamer (my first time with a steamer) so I just went as it instructed. Then, once I was done cooking, the beans weren’t done yet.
2. For the mashed potatoes: Once the water is cooking, I have to put in some butter. So I took some butter with a knife, and of course, it dropped right into the air-filter of our stove. So while the water was boiling and steaming to the butter, I tried to get it out of there. -> We then had a butter filter.
3. While making the gravy, the steamer notified me, that I have to put some more water in it. While I did that, the gravy boiled over. Nice!
4. Not really my mistake, but no-one really ate from the beans. So just some work by me for no reason.
5. Emily told me, she would help me with the dishes, but then she didn’t 🙁

Anyway. The food wasn’t even that good. Reminder: Next time I’m making meatballs, I need some of this Swedish “jam” thing. These berries, you also get in IKEA.

Once I was done with the dishes, my mom and I went to the forest, and walked for about 20 minutes. It was quite nice. Spring is everywhere. Most trees are already green, birds chirping and so on. And of course, being outside is also good.

Then back home, I had a “quick” YouTube break (watched one Los Ratones video), and then went back to studying.
The studying doesn’t really go that good. I think, I underestimated it a little. (I’m studying measure theory.) I also struggle to imagine things. But I expect, it will be better in a few days.

So just before I took a shower, and now I’m writing (to) you. That’s my whole day today! I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care and see you then! Bye-Bye!

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P.s. today was a kinda weird day… Everything just felt off somehow It started ib the morning, when the writing (with a pen) felt kinda weird and so on.

also, I’m not so sure, if it was the right choice to go to Malte with some friends this summer. I mean, we already booked and so on, but still. Not sure.

Maybe, I’m just a little down at the moment – we’ll ser(?).

so bye now for real. Sleep well!