April 4

My Day

Hello! Today was a pretty much wasted day … I studied for like 30 minutes (outside with beautiful weather) and otherwise didn’t do anything.

Well, I watched a LOT of YouTube. I finished this mini series, of A Goodwin TV reacting to “Kaguya-sama: Love is war”, so now I get this of off my head. All in all, I like his reactions, so it’s not the worst.

Also, in the afternoon, I texted Emiliana and I’m pretty sure, she opened my text on mistake, because she instantly opened it (after I didn’t respond for 1.5 days – lul). So I thought, that was kinda funny.

For dinner, I went shopping with my brother, so my sister would make pizza. In the store, I had a hard time convincing my brother, not to buy any useless shit. He was hungry, so he wanted to buy some chocolate. I talked him out of it with:” If you buy any of this, you have to pay, otherwise, I’ll pay”, which ended up working.

Also, I ditched a friends birthday “party” today. Well, it was not really a party, just some sausage for dinner (and probably some beers). But Josh couldn’t go, and Yanis only made it for a short time, so I didn’t really wanna go -> thus I didn’t.

Today, I also saw a video, of a guy from Los Angeles, who did a month without phone challenge. I thought, this was really nice. Like, he got an old phone, connected to the landline with a voicemail and all.
Maybe, I do that too sometime(?).

On a separate unrelated note: I often ask myself, how often I think of my ex. And I gotta say, this week was good, so only a few times a day. But at least once. That is because, she once told me, that if you use soap for your hair, you should wash it out cold-ish. So now every time I take a shower, I think of that.
But even with that, it’s maybe about +- 5 times (I guess) but way better than last week.

Also, in one of the commentary videos I saw this afternoon, Alex said something similar to: Your exes are having sex, but you don’t have to think about it, and make yourself worse.
Which I thought was nice to hear, since this (somewhat) was/is one of my struggles.

Anyway… That’s all for today! I’ll see you again tomorrow! Until then, take care! Bye-Bye!