August 10

Hello! Today was not really an eventful day. Nothing really happened. I spent most of my awake time on my PC. Then, in the late afternoon, I went outside with my measure theory script and had planned to study. Rather unfortunate for my student-me, my parents were outside, so I just talked with them. I mostly talked to my dad, and kinda explained what I had to learn at the moment.
Once our conversation was over, I was tired(? wtf) and then I just lied in the grass, and looked at the (boring) blue sky until dinner.

Then after dinner, I stayed outside for like 10 more minutes, and then I headed back in again. I actually tried to answer one question Lorenzo asked me about complex analysis, but I couldn’t really solve it… Then for the rest of the day, I just watched some more videos. (I’m kinda re-watching HIMYM – only the good episodes though.)

Then at like 11:30pm Daniel texted me, and told me a little bit about his “date”. But to be honest, I’m kinda pissed at him. But let me explain: She told him, that he could go to play some beach-volleyball with her and some of her friends. Now, Daniel thought (correctly so, but still), that he was gonna be the 5th wheel. So then he asked another friend of his (or ours rather) to join them – which he did. So the whole date set-up was deemed to fail from the get go…
Then, Daniels “date”, had a small injury (tore out nose piercing, I believe) where she had to leave immediately. Now, if Daniel would not have invited anyone else, he could have just said:” Let me accompany you to the emergency room” or something like that, and then things could have evolved. But eh – shit happens.

On a separate but unrelated note: I think, in the future, I’m gonna have this place at the end of a daily entry, where I just write down some things I’m currently thinking about, but without a real explanation. I’m not gonna tell you why tho. (You see what I did there *wheezing*)

1. Back when I was young(er), my parents (or at least some people – not too sure who) told me (and my siblings) that this whole technology thing is devils-work. And I agree with this more and more.
(I’m not 100% that someone actually said that to me, but I still kinda think it’s true)

2. I think I’m over my ex. Here I’m gonna give a reason, and also tell a little bit about what the final straw was. Mainly: I was thinking that for about the last 3 weeks. I think maybe in the first week of my Italy vacation -> this was just because of time, and it would have been nice, not to be “alone” (well, to have a girlfriend over. You know what I mean!) And secondly, when I was creating my Hinge-profile with Josh & Yanis in my 2nd week in Italy, this somehow triggered something in me, which then actually made me really want a girlfriend again!
So yeah. Conclusion: As the great Michael Scott once said: I’m ready to get hurt again!

That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!