August 6 & 7

Hello! As it happens, yesterday I completely forgot to write my diary… Shit happens.

So quickly to yesterday: During the day was nothing really special. But in the evening I had volleyball practice -> met Daniel for the first time in about a month (or so) and we talked a bit. I found out, he met his potential girl like 2-3 times. So then I asked him about the situation, and he told me, that it’s not really clear. (Like at all. They haven’t kissed or anything remotely close to that.)
I then suggested to him, that he should ask her out, like not just to “hang out” but to ask her to go on a “date” with him. So on the way back, we wrote a message to her & then we had to wait for her answer.

Now to today: Daniels girl didn’t respond yesterday. But he promised, that he’d text me as soon as she answers. So, I expected a message from him this morning, as he is kinda an early bird, and I’m not. But no message! So I asked him, and he told me, that she’s currently still ghosting him. (I believe, she hasn’t opened the chat yet(?)) I asked him again in the afternoon, and in the evening. But same answer still. So, I guess that’s a bad sign :(

All in all, though, I think, it’s still a good thing that he asked. He even said that himself yesterday after texting her. It really does feel good. We can’t take it back now. We just gotta wait it out.

But now for the rest of the day: I watched wayy to many YouTube videos and shit. At least, I started to study a little bit. (I started repeating the measure theory script.) I even printed the measure theory and probability theory script, in order to study away from my PC. But as of now, I haven’t done this yet.
Also, today in the afternoon, I had a physical therapy appointment. She just massaged my shoulder a little bit. This felt good in the moment, but weirdly enough, it hurt a little bit afterwards.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!