February 24

My Day

I slept for long – since yesterday, I fell asleep at like 5:15am. I even heard the first person get up. Too early for that. So I got up at about 11:30am. I only listened to some music and then had Lunch.

In the afternoon, I finished some exercises on measure theory and handed them in. Then I read one lecture, but couldn’t motivate myself to do more studying. This in turn means, I watched some YouTube. After some time, I felt bored watching YouTube, so I started to clean my desk (it was a real mess).

About an hour after my starting to clean my desk, I had dinner. For a short time after dinner, I got back to cleaning but then already had to leave and go to volleyball practice.

To be honest, I wasn’t really motivated to do that. Don’t really know why tho… One part is, that one of my players is a problem child. Since this is obviously not good, I should have a grown-up-talk with him. But I didn’t want to have this awkward conversation with him and some other players, so I just didn’t. The training still turned out really good (even though, we were only 5 players).

After the training, Daniel and I were the first to finish showering, so we waited outside. We were joking about the excuse we’ve gotten for canceling our murder-mystery-evening. (It was planned of cats – and their reason was, that their cat was sick, so it needed some calm time.)

Once I was back home, I finished cleaning my desk. It took like one more hour, but now it’s pretty much clean. Since one monitor was broken, I removed it, and now I have a lot more space which is nice. Also, I started to use 2 folders for all the letters which I had lying around.

After that, I spent some more time on YouTube, and soon I’ll go to bed.

Being Sad – Quit Volleyball?

Today evening was quite strange (?). I just wasn’t motivated to do anything.
(In some sense, I feel as if I were burned out a bit. I mean, it would make somewhat sense, since I only had one day holiday since Christmas with a lot of time studying.)

So because of that, I was also thinking of quitting volleyball. I mean, in some way, I feel as if I’m not motivated as I used to be. No. Like quite often, I don’t even want to go to practice. Maybe today was especially bad, since my knees hurt, but who knows…

Point being, I was somewhat depressed. Not like suicidal-depressed, more like “I don’t want to do anything”-depressed.

Doing a Love(?) Personality Trait Test

Just before, I was watching a wired question and answers video of a anthropologist – in this case Helene Fisher. In one answer she said, that she developed a test that categorizes you into 4 categories. And then she said, that depending of your category, she can tell you to which you are attracted to.

I thought this was interesting, so I quickly did this test here. Turns out I’m a “Director” and “Explorer”. And then I read to what I’m attracted to. Didn’t feel super new, but it’s kinda true.
So apparently I like the “Negotiator” and “Explorer” type. Some nice trivia right here.

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Anyway, that’s all for today. I’m going to sleep now! Bye Bye!

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P.S. I just thought, I need to find a better way to say good-bye at the end of the day. It feels just somewhat off like that. That’s all! Bye