March 21

My Day

Morning & Afternoon – Correcting at University

Dear Diary! Today, I had to get up early. Well – early for me at least. That means, my alarm rang at 7:45am. I got up like 5 minutes later, and then headed to the university. Today, we had some exams to correct.

It certainly was a breeze. We were 3 people correcting, and only had 16 exams. This means, not too much work ahead. In the end, it took until like 15:45.
Anyway, for lunch, I went to “Rice Up” for the first time in my life. This is some takeaway rice store. I had mine with some grilled chicken, sweet corn and some red curry sauce. It was actually quite good; and the portion size was not too bad either. Too bad, it cost 17 bucks…

Back to the corrections: The students were terrible. Here my (our) 2 most cherished mistakes:
1. (Concerning sets, and their complement in some Universe.) Given the set \(X=\{1,2,3\}\), then \(\bar{X}=\{3,2,1\}\)
2. (Defining a/the universe:) Let universe \(U=6\)…
So most of the students (~2/3) failed again. But lucky for us, a lot of them, didn’t even try to solve some exercises, so we were faster with the corrections.

After all the corrections were done, I went home with the train. Coincidentally, I met Louis in the train, so I went home with him. We talked some, and yeah!

At home, I was pretty much done with work for today, so I just watched some YouTube. Since I was quite tired, I nearly fell asleep like 3 times just before dinner.

Evening – YouTube & Ways to Meet People

After dinner, I was more awake (less tired) since food -> energy. So I spent all this energy on some more YouTube watching. Then I saw some videos, about guys, trying to make friends in weird ways; strangers to come to some BBQ-party; or going from door to door, to find someone for whom they can cook, and then eat with them. Which I thought was a great idea. Especially the last one.
(The last one) I could also imagine as some activity with a girlfriend or some.

The one (obvious) thing, that came out was: A lot of people are chill, if you take time to meet them. (Probably most…)

Emiliana Replied – whaaat

Otherwise, Emiliana texted finally. Yeyyy. She wrote
– “Oh myyy, I just ignored you”
– [answer to previous texts]
And tbh, the more I think about it, the funnier I find this message. Like, what does this mean exactly? Is this some excuse? Is she just hanging around with the biggest brain-fog? Is this a “in case it wasn’t obvious”? Is it trying to be a joke?
No Idea. but yeah – kinda funny.
(She wrote at like 7pm, but I didn’t answer yet – didn’t feel like texting & didn’t really know, what to write. Since tired -> a little passively aggressive, so it’s probably for the better(?).)

Feels

Today was another bad day. the “beginning” of the day was good (like no sad feeling / thinking of ex), then suddenly while talking about some specific corrections, it begun. I had the biggest flashback, and from then on, it was like that quite often. So, just feeling sad/ sorry/ down/ etc. Not good.
Probably, it was worse today, since I didn’t sleep that much. At least I hope it’s that.
Oh, I also have another theory: The hornier I get, the more I think about my ex. Sounds weird, but I didn’t jerk of the last 2 days, and I believe, my dick gets somewhat more control, with enough testosterone in my blood. (haha)

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That’s all for today – enough foolish theories. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Until then! Bye-Bye!