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Hi! Today, I woke up extra early, so I had enough time on the toilet, since we had Raclette yesterday lol. It was worth it though haha. Then, I headed to uni -> seminar
(Today’s paper was not really interesting, and also it was shit. They had a few mistakes, some unclear things and it was hard to read.
It was about MLLM’s (LLM’s which also receive more kinds of data as input, instead of just text – i.e. images) and how well they’re able to solve some tasks specified on an image (for example walk through a maze). But nothing too crazy was discovered. It was better, when it used the images – wow what a surprise.
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After the seminar, I went home. Today, I (sadly) didn’t see the Asian woman either. What a bummer. -> Lunch

the afternoon, I spent some time on my PC -> nearly fell asleep -> lied into my bed & immediately wasn’t tired anymore (classic) -> did some hinge & Bumble action (nothing important happened as of yet) -> some more PC time -> dinner -> volleyball practice.

In today’s practice, we were only seven persons, but given that, it went quite good. And then, after practice, since Louis was really tired, I drove home with his car.
Also, someone told me, that one team member (name-brother), of an old team, his father just died. In an accident. Shit just sucks. But makes me appreciate my parents more.

Back at home, some more PC time -> brush teeth & now I’m here writing (to) you. That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Just before, in a stream, a song played, which is exactly the type of song my ex used to listen to. So this made me kinda think of her. But once it was over, the thoughts pretty swiftly stopped – luckily.

Hello! Today, I slept in once again and then in the morning I didn’t really do anything.

In the afternoon, we had a family-day. This means, that we just spent the day as a family. Today, we had two groups. One group did some decor-stars out of paper-bags; the other (which I was a part of) made cookies.

Then, once the afternoon was over, we ate Racelette together. Obviously we talked a lot, but nothing really interesting. Once, the embarrasing-ish topic of me and dating came up… But it ended a few minutes in, and to my luck, I shifted it in a way, so each and everyone had their few minutes of shames. At least, all the single ones.

Then, once this all was over, I spent some time on my PC -> shower & now I’m here. That’s already about all for today (it was more than it seems from just the written text above). I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hi! Today, I slept long, and then for basically the whole day, I didn’t know what to do. I tried some numeric exercise, and watched some twitch streams. Also, I did send out a few likes on hing – for the first time in like 3 weeks.

Then, in the late afternoon, Daniel and I went to watch some volleyball game, right before our own match. It was OK.

Then, we had our match ourselves. It was a terrible match. I mean, our opponents played like shit, and we played OK-ish at best. But we won 3:0 none the less. Also, I did have to play as a setter, which was my first real game as a setter. It was quite OK. I had one terrible fail, and a few really good sets. But nothing too special.

Oddly, my ex GF was watching the beginning of our game. And she was alone. What the helly? At first, it distracted me a little, but then, in the firs set, she did leave – which I didn’t realize during it -> I guess it wasn’t too bad.
Though, I did have a little pity for her, since I have/had this thought in my head, that she doesn’t really have any friends in the club.

Then, after our game, Daniel and I showered for nearly an hour, went to a MacDonald to eat a little, and then drove back home.

At home, I just watched some YouTube and now I’m writing (to) you. That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Just before, I did start to think a little about my ex (since she watched some part of my/our game) and it did make me a little sad. But then I realized, that I, myself, opened Pandora’s box -> it’s my own fault, so I stopped thinking about it, which made it better again.

Hello! Today was nearly identical to yesterday. Though, I did quite a bit more work on my bachelors thesis today than yesterday, and in the evening, Jordan & I did order some new things for our car, and also checked some things.

Also, in the evening, I did text my hinge match my “break up text”. I just didn’t use hinge anymore at all, and I did kinda lose interest in her specifically.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Ever since I had to give away my bed, I have quite a lot of stuff from underneath it now on the ground. One of these things is my rubiks-cube collection. So ever since then, I have one of them on my desk, and I actually do solve it quite regularly while watching things on my PC.
Also, I did find it quite interesting, how most of the algorithms for solving the cube came back already. Usually, I just needed to know the beginning, and then as soon as the twists and turns are in motion, it just kinda solved itself.

Hi! Today, I did sleep quite long. Well, I woke up early-ish (~9:00) but then went to sleep once again, since I was really tired and also, I did go to bed at about 3:00 yesterday.

So then, I woke up a little late for lunch, spent some time on my PC, worked a bit on my bachelors thesis (I did vibe code the custom BERT head thingy. And did like 2 tests too. But I still have a lot of tests to do with the custom head thingy.) And that’s already about all for today. Oh, I did also try to solve some more numeric exercises today, but I wasn’t really able to. I mean, I “know” the solution, but I just can’t derive it. Well – happens.

I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Since I’m already in bed, I’m writing this on my phone (not that fun) -> short

Today I did some work on my bachelors thesis , some numeric exercise & lots of Teitch watching.

In the evening, I haf volleyball practice. It was meh. Since I went there by train, Daniel drove me to my bicycle once the practice was over. We then had a quite fun talk lol. He told me, about some music thing he’s signing up to & I helped him a little with ideas. Also, he’s got a hinge match atm. So I’m quite excited about that haha. Hope it ends well!

Thats already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hi! I’m once again tired -> imma keep it short.

I nearly over slept (I turned off my last alarm -> dozed for a little bit -> a little bit too long -> had to take 1 train later -> was 15 minutes too late for the lecture)
-> Numeric lecture
-> copying last weeks lecture into my notes
-> lunch (I had a pizza with hot Salami).
-> Solve some exercises
-> lecture
-> going back home
-> PC time
-> cook dinner (cinque pi with pasta)
-> some more PC time
-> and now I’m here.

That’s already about all for today.

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Today, I kinda developed a new crush on some one. Basically the only hot girl in the lecture. What a surprise lol. But she sat directly behind me in the afternoon lecture, and then yeah. It’s weird. We didn’t even talk… But I did also like her smell (it was a good smell mhm). lol

Hi! Today, I woke up somewhat early. As it was Monday, I had my usual AI & ML seminar. It was quite boring. The paper was about chain of thought reasoning, and what makes it effective (surprisingly it’s not the correctness of each step, but the relevance there of). And this was basically already all that was in the paper.
On the upside, I was once more in the group with Marco (my friend) – which came as a pleasant surprise.

After the seminar -> go back home (I believe, I have seen the Asian woman swiftly, but she didn’t sit near me in the train). -> at home eat lunch and talk with my dad (we talked about Tornadoes – since I did watch these videos yesterday night) -> spent some time on my PC & nearly fall asleep. I then wanted to go to bed, but through some small coincidences, I did not go to bed, but worked a little on my bachelors thesis. (I did test the performance of the fine tuned BERT w.r.t. some pretty easy generated data. But the fine tuned version was still shit lol.) -> some more PC time & dinner -> shower -> writing this here -> bed.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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I pretty much stopped thinking of my ex while jerking off. I mean, I even have started to get a hard time (hehe pun) to visualize things. At least, it’s no long as easy as it was. I think this is one more step in “getting over her” -> good!

Hi! Today was another PC wasting day – pretty much. I also went to pick um my sister Leah at the train station, since today she came over to clean her old room.

But today, I did discover a new YouTuber (TornadeTRX I believe) who does videos on tornadoes. Actually really high quality videos, like the kind I’d like to produce myself – to feel like a private investigator.

Then, just before, I wanted to go take a shower, but the bathroom was (well is) occupied, so now I’m here writing this super interesting entry…

So now that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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I just checked, and then I saw, that I never wrote about the Asian woman I saw in the train. I saw her this week as well (on Monday). But I think, she’s probably too old for me. But her style truly is impeccable.
But I guess, I’ll see her tomorrow once more. lol

Hi! I’m mega tired, so imma keep it short.

Nothing really, play some Trackmania with Daniel.
-> lunch
-> PC time
-> I went to pick up Daniel with the manual car, and then he had his first like driving lesson with a manual. It was ok. He did way better than I had expected lol.
-> Volleyball (we lost 3:0 what a bummer)
-> driving back home
-> Daniels 2nd lesson (he had to start on a hill, which he did good as well… All in all, today the car died like 8 times on him. I had hoped for more fun lol.)
-> Back at home: eat dinner
-> watch some things on YouTube (comma con) & twitch
-> nearly fall asleep
-> brush teeth
-> write this

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Today, when driving back home, we drove quite near the places where my ex lives (or at least used to, I don’t even know, if she still does…). Since it was my first time being there since breaking up, I did think of her and shit. But it was surprisingly manageable. I mean, I was low on sugar and shit, but I didn’t really spiral, and I didn’t get too sad either. So that was nice!