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Hello! Today was nearly identical to yesterday. Though, I did quite a bit more work on my bachelors thesis today than yesterday, and in the evening, Jordan & I did order some new things for our car, and also checked some things.

Also, in the evening, I did text my hinge match my “break up text”. I just didn’t use hinge anymore at all, and I did kinda lose interest in her specifically.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Ever since I had to give away my bed, I have quite a lot of stuff from underneath it now on the ground. One of these things is my rubiks-cube collection. So ever since then, I have one of them on my desk, and I actually do solve it quite regularly while watching things on my PC.
Also, I did find it quite interesting, how most of the algorithms for solving the cube came back already. Usually, I just needed to know the beginning, and then as soon as the twists and turns are in motion, it just kinda solved itself.

Hi! Today, I did sleep quite long. Well, I woke up early-ish (~9:00) but then went to sleep once again, since I was really tired and also, I did go to bed at about 3:00 yesterday.

So then, I woke up a little late for lunch, spent some time on my PC, worked a bit on my bachelors thesis (I did vibe code the custom BERT head thingy. And did like 2 tests too. But I still have a lot of tests to do with the custom head thingy.) And that’s already about all for today. Oh, I did also try to solve some more numeric exercises today, but I wasn’t really able to. I mean, I “know” the solution, but I just can’t derive it. Well – happens.

I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Since I’m already in bed, I’m writing this on my phone (not that fun) -> short

Today I did some work on my bachelors thesis , some numeric exercise & lots of Teitch watching.

In the evening, I haf volleyball practice. It was meh. Since I went there by train, Daniel drove me to my bicycle once the practice was over. We then had a quite fun talk lol. He told me, about some music thing he’s signing up to & I helped him a little with ideas. Also, he’s got a hinge match atm. So I’m quite excited about that haha. Hope it ends well!

Thats already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hi! I’m once again tired -> imma keep it short.

I nearly over slept (I turned off my last alarm -> dozed for a little bit -> a little bit too long -> had to take 1 train later -> was 15 minutes too late for the lecture)
-> Numeric lecture
-> copying last weeks lecture into my notes
-> lunch (I had a pizza with hot Salami).
-> Solve some exercises
-> lecture
-> going back home
-> PC time
-> cook dinner (cinque pi with pasta)
-> some more PC time
-> and now I’m here.

That’s already about all for today.

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Today, I kinda developed a new crush on some one. Basically the only hot girl in the lecture. What a surprise lol. But she sat directly behind me in the afternoon lecture, and then yeah. It’s weird. We didn’t even talk… But I did also like her smell (it was a good smell mhm). lol

Hi! Today, I woke up somewhat early. As it was Monday, I had my usual AI & ML seminar. It was quite boring. The paper was about chain of thought reasoning, and what makes it effective (surprisingly it’s not the correctness of each step, but the relevance there of). And this was basically already all that was in the paper.
On the upside, I was once more in the group with Marco (my friend) – which came as a pleasant surprise.

After the seminar -> go back home (I believe, I have seen the Asian woman swiftly, but she didn’t sit near me in the train). -> at home eat lunch and talk with my dad (we talked about Tornadoes – since I did watch these videos yesterday night) -> spent some time on my PC & nearly fall asleep. I then wanted to go to bed, but through some small coincidences, I did not go to bed, but worked a little on my bachelors thesis. (I did test the performance of the fine tuned BERT w.r.t. some pretty easy generated data. But the fine tuned version was still shit lol.) -> some more PC time & dinner -> shower -> writing this here -> bed.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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I pretty much stopped thinking of my ex while jerking off. I mean, I even have started to get a hard time (hehe pun) to visualize things. At least, it’s no long as easy as it was. I think this is one more step in “getting over her” -> good!

Hi! Today was another PC wasting day – pretty much. I also went to pick um my sister Leah at the train station, since today she came over to clean her old room.

But today, I did discover a new YouTuber (TornadeTRX I believe) who does videos on tornadoes. Actually really high quality videos, like the kind I’d like to produce myself – to feel like a private investigator.

Then, just before, I wanted to go take a shower, but the bathroom was (well is) occupied, so now I’m here writing this super interesting entry…

So now that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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I just checked, and then I saw, that I never wrote about the Asian woman I saw in the train. I saw her this week as well (on Monday). But I think, she’s probably too old for me. But her style truly is impeccable.
But I guess, I’ll see her tomorrow once more. lol

Hi! I’m mega tired, so imma keep it short.

Nothing really, play some Trackmania with Daniel.
-> lunch
-> PC time
-> I went to pick up Daniel with the manual car, and then he had his first like driving lesson with a manual. It was ok. He did way better than I had expected lol.
-> Volleyball (we lost 3:0 what a bummer)
-> driving back home
-> Daniels 2nd lesson (he had to start on a hill, which he did good as well… All in all, today the car died like 8 times on him. I had hoped for more fun lol.)
-> Back at home: eat dinner
-> watch some things on YouTube (comma con) & twitch
-> nearly fall asleep
-> brush teeth
-> write this

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Today, when driving back home, we drove quite near the places where my ex lives (or at least used to, I don’t even know, if she still does…). Since it was my first time being there since breaking up, I did think of her and shit. But it was surprisingly manageable. I mean, I was low on sugar and shit, but I didn’t really spiral, and I didn’t get too sad either. So that was nice!

Hello! Today, I actually did some work on my bachelors thesis. Super cool! (I programed some part of the noise injection thing.) Also, once again, I watched too much twitch – like an idiot.

Also, at about 17:00, I went to some store with my brother, to look for some parts for our car (we didn’t find them lol).
Since we were the only 2 at home for dinner, we ordered pizza. Nice! And then, after dinner, we cut each others hair. Was actually fun, like always. You know.

That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hi! Today, I didn’t do shit (pretty much sums it up). I basically watched the whole day some twitch streams.

Exceptions:
– After lunch, I drove my brother to work, and then I also went to pick him up
– I cooked dinner
– I read some papers (well, abstracts thereof) for noise injection for error detection in text – didn’t really find anything “new” (unbeknownst to me).

That’s already all. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hi! Today, in the morning, was the puppet theater of my mom. It was actually really good – not even gonna lie. She also did it really good. Better than in any practice-session we had. This was from 9 -> ~10:30. We also talked with some of the moms, and they thought I was really sympathetic.
Also, really important (kinda), I read a lucky Luke comic, and this shit was funny as fuck. I read “The Judge” and it was really funny.

Then, once we were done with that, I went back home -> some PC time -> lunch -> I started to solve a crossword puzzle with my mom -> nearly forgot that I had a seminar to attend to -> head to uni with a slight delay.

On the train ride there, an elder woman in a wheelchair with some motor pulling it got into the train. (At least tried to.) Then, someone tried to help her, but the woman in the wheelchair got really upset(?) and screamed around, that people are stupid and shit. Then, literally 1 minute later, she asked if someone could help her. Since she was directly behind me, I did get up to help her.
She asked me to move her motor to the other side so she could then exit easily. I then asked for some clarification, upon which she said, that I don’t even know shit.
Then I told her, it would be nice if she were a little friendly. (I guess that surprised her a little bit lol) But then, she did apologize, and it got a lot better. Super cool!

The seminar in the afternoon was meh. The first presentation was quite bad (it was an easy topic, but she was unable to explain it – something about predicting photovoltaic power given images of the sky). The second was more interesting, but he skipped over some (at least for me) important steps, and then he lost me (it was about handwriting recognition using graph detection and shit. Actually quite interesting.)

After that, I went home -> some PC time -> my dad introduced me to our new car, since this has quite a lot of “new” assistants and shit. Then, we went to pick up my brother (whom I’ve driven to work after lunch). -> dinner -> volleyball game.

It was against our hate opponent. They do be trash. It was quite an interesting game but in the end we lost 3-2. Really annoying.$

Once that was over -> go back home -> eat a little & some PC time -> bed.

That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!