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  • Hello! Today was as uninteresting as possible. I woke up -> going to university -> study until like 4:30 -> go home -> relax until dinner -> realize, that I didn’t see the mail from my supervisor of my bachelors thesis, so I wrote one more email to the prof for my official proposal entry -> dinner -> watch some videos on YouTube (nothing that interesting. I even got bored, and then I solved some sudokus lol) -> shower -> bed.

    As I got up kinda early today as well, I was kinda grumpy today. I’m an unc…

    Also, today in university, some of the students were talking about communism and shit. I of course tried to not listen to them, but some trickled through. So in turn my mind got a little infected with this useless politics talk.

    Also, I initially had planned to study some more at home, but that didn’t happen…

    That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today was not that interesting – at least from the perspective of a diary. I woke up (by my alarm :( ) -> going to university -> study the whole day -> going home -> relax a bit until dinner (like 30 minutes) (keep in mind, YouTube and shit was blocked, so it was a real “relaxing session”).

    After dinner I had volleyball practice. As usual, I wanted to go to the train-station with my bicycle but it was storming outside, so I was forced to let me drive there. Emily drove. It was actually surprisingly good, given she didn’t drive for like 2 months.
    Anyway, practice was surprisingly good, considering we were only 5 persons.

    Also, after practice (and a little before) I convinced Daniel to un-pause his hinge, which he did, and then we “gooned” a little. We gave surprisingly a lot of likes. Over the whole evening, like 5 – which is way more than I give if I’m “hinge-ing” alone. And it was really fun.

    Then, since I was driven to the train-station, my dad came to pick me up, so I get home. -> I was at home at about 10 past eleven -> ate a small sandwich -> watched some YouTube.

    Now for the YouTube part: I knew, I only had like 45 minutes (until midnight) before my blocker begins blocking. So I kinda tried to watch “interesting” / “important” things. But as it turned out, there weren’t really any. So in a way, since I only had a little time, I tried to use it wisely, which then made me make the obvious observation, that non of the recommended videos were a “wise choice”. So in the end, I spent like half the time only looking at thumbnails, instead of actual videos.

    Now it’s a little after 12, and I’m tired (because I got up kinda early and had a hard time falling asleep yesterday). So that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!


    I quickly have to write down something funny, which happened today at university whilst we were studying math. My friends sat across the table, and did some prove with “n large”. Then one of them said:” n is really big. Like [thinking pause] hundred-thousand”. hahaha
    (It’s not that funny like this, but in the moment it was really funny!)

  • Hello! Today was Sunday, which is my “cheat day” for my internet ban. Hehe, only 2 days after I set the scheduled ban. So, I made the most of it, and in turn did not study at all.

    I finished the 2nd season of “the Apothecary diaries”. It was getting kinda boring mid season, but wasn’t too bad all in all. Season three is only announced, but no release date is publicly known.

    Otherwise, I’ve seen some car videos on YouTube, but that’s about it.

    Oh – for dinner, my brother made Cordon Bleu, which is one of my favorite foods ever.

    But yeah, that’s already about all for today. It’s currently quarter to one, and I’m not really tired as of yet, but don’t really have anything to do. So I guess I’ll head to bed. Tomorrow I’m going to the university!

    I’ll see you tomorrow then. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, I had like the worst tinnitus ever. At least of my live. I don’t know where I got it from (maybe yesterday evening, in the shower, the water went right in to my right ear, like once or twice or some shit). So I woke up today, with a terrible high pitch in my right ear. It was so bad, that when I whistled the right frequency, I hear a 2nd tone in my ear (kinda like a terrible auto-correct for my hearing). It was the worst!

    Anyway. Once I was up, I went to Brienz with my parents to go visit a newly built house from my 2nd cousins. This “newly built house” was a rebuild of the house from my great grandparents, which was destroyed in a mud slide a few years ago, so they rebuilt it. (I mostly went with them, so I could drive. So overall I drove for like 3 hours today, which was nice!)
    The house, let me tell you, has a stunning view. They had their dinning room with huge windows, so they see right onto the lake. They are also quite far up, so they see over all the houses below them. And the meadow right next to their house, will stay forever, since legally you’ll never be allowed to build there anything.
    As mentioned before, I saw some of my distant cousins again. I didn’t really know anyone haha. But I talked a little… (I don’t know if this is weird, but one woman there was kinda bad. But maybe she’s my cousin twice removed, so that’d be a bit weird. Maybe she also just some friend of the people there 👀)
    All these shenanigans took like until 5pm when we got home.

    At home, I studied a little bit (my site blocker was working) but I was also really tired, so I didn’t do that much.

    For dinner, Emily and I had a Greek salad with some bread. We also talked a little, and she said, that it’s cringe to be on dating apps. Cringe Emily!

    After dinner, I mostly watched some more of “the Apothecary diaries”, then took a shower and that’s about it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today I mostly did nothing (watching videos). I also studied a little.

    I started to watch a new anime, called: “the apothecary diaries”. It’s kinda a detective story type shit, but in a china/japan from a few hundred years ago setting. It’s amusing, and I’m gonna be honest: I only started watching it, because my favorite commentary-Youtuber watched the first episode and I thought, that it’d be good if I know what all’s about.

    And just before, I blocked every site which I use and shouldn’t. Now, I’ve had this before. How is it different this time? There is an option to only be able to make changes with the password. Now, I just smacked my keyboard for like 100 characters -> I don’t know the password -> I cannot unblock these sites anymore. lol
    So we’ll see how I’ll manage.

    (I just realized some things. I can just have them send me my password to my email. So now I also blocked my google-mail, in order for me not being able to just copy and paste it from there. So now I’d have to open my google-mail on my phone, and then copy it from there to my PC.
    Also, I set times for when this filter is active. It’s for every day except Sunday, and it blocks from midnight to 7pm. So I can still waste my evenings, but I also cannot stay up for too long.)

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today was nearly identical to yesterday. I watched too much YouTube, but I studied a little and in the afternoon I had my physical therapy. Actually, today was the last time I had an appointment, since my doctors note just ran out. But all of that was just as usual.

    Ah, in the late afternoon, I helped my mom cook. We just made an easy money spaghetti bolognese.

    Yeah… That’s already all for today. Nothing really interesting had happened. But I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today I had planned to study a lot but that didn’t happen lol. I watched a lot of YouTube. Recently, I’ve gotten into car crash videos. I don’t know if it’s good that I’m kinda binge watching those, since I have my driving exam in about 3 weeks.

    And one big thing that happened today was, that Emily came back home from Fiji, where she was volunteering for 5 weeks. So she told us a lot about that.

    Then, in the evening I had volleyball practice. It was actually kinda good, but my shoulder is giving me big trouble. It actually got worse… This is really infuriating. And also, Daniel didn’t come to volleyball practice… :(

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today I got up kinda early and headed pretty much straight to the university to study some math. Finally complex analysis. SUI! There, in the morning I took a look at the previous exercise sheets we had to solve during the semester, and in the afternoon Lorenzo and I swiftly went over the whole semester, working on the points which were said to be important. Across from us at the table sat Romano and Zoe (I think), with which we occasionally discussed some questions.

    Then at 4pm we had to leave, since some physicists had some apéro, so we had to leave :(. I took the train home, and watched some YouTube for most of the rest of the day.

    A short time after dinner, my brother and I quickly went shopping, since he wanted cereal and we didn’t have any. haha.

    And one time in the evening, my sister came into my room to measure my bed, since she had a apartment tour today and now she needs some measures. Specifically “my” bed, since technically it’s hers.
    We then also talked a little bit about her potentially new apartment. She’s not sure whether she wants it or not. So I guess we’ll know tomorrow!

    I nearly forgot: I had a dream with / about Emiliana. The last time was pretty long ago I believe. But at the time of writing this, I don’t remember what I dreamed.

    So yeah. That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today, I didn’t really study. I mean, I studied a bit, but not that much. I mostly just watched videos, and also a little bit of work for the volleyball season.

    Then, in the evening, I had volleyball practice. We were only six people, but considering that, it was a really good practice session. Also, Louis came to practice. He un-fucked his knees. This was really nice. I was eager to see him again & talk a bit. We talked a bit about hinge (dating app) and he told us (Daniel and me) that he has quite a lot of matches. He also showed us his profile and more importantly the woman who he has his 2nd date with. I’m not gonna lie: Their not really my type haha. But it’s good if he likes it.

    Also, today was my brothers birthday. We didn’t really celebrate :( but we did already yesterday. I actually felt kinda bad, since I didn’t really do anything with him.

    So that’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today was kinda different than the previous ones. I didn’t study today. Kinda bad – I know. But what else did I do? Well, in the morning and early afternoon not really much. One good thing though: I sent in my proposal for my bachelors-thesis. So I guess I can start in about a week or so.
    Then, at like 3pm we had a “family day” which just means that we spent the afternoon together and then ate all dinner together. (With “all” I also mean siblings which are already moved away. But funnily enough, my foster-brother and his GF didn’t make it haha) In the afternoon we played some card-games and attempted to plan a weekend trip for next year.

    Then for dinner, we had hamburgers. Actually, last Friday I went shopping with my dad. Back then I bought some vegan pulled pork. And I forced everyone to have a quarter of a vegan-pulled-pork-burger. Let me tell you: It wasn’t good. haha. Shit happens. Otherwise, dinner was really good.

    After dinner, I drove my sister and her husband home. Today we took a different route than last time. We drove over some mountain. It was quite hard, since it was already dark, and I have never been there before. Most of the time it went pretty good, but one time in a curve a car approached us from before. (I was on the outside of the curve.) For obvious reasons, I went a bit to the edge of the street. Apparently I was a bit close. (We still had like 10 cm at least of road.) But it was kinda close. Given, we just would have fallen / rolled off a like mountain like thing. But yeah – otherwise it was all good.

    Then, I drove myself to the train-station in Basel, where (of course) my train was cancelled… They had a human-accident :( . So I had to wait there at the train-station for an extra 30 minutes. What a bummer (ironically haha). So then I just improved (I guess) some things from my hinged profile, and then I got a little cheeky, I took a quick gander at some other female profiles. Coincidentally, I also saw one person I know from volleyball. Back there I X’ed her, but now I kinda regret that. Not since I really wanted to date her, but I think it would have been kinda funny just to text her.

    Then, in my ~2 hour train-journey, I just listened to music. I even had my iPad and script with me, but I didn’t really feel like studying.
    I got home at like 10 past midnight, so I just watched some videos -> shower -> and now I’m writing (to) you.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!