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  • Hi! I’m mega tired, so imma keep it short.

    Nothing really, play some Trackmania with Daniel.
    -> lunch
    -> PC time
    -> I went to pick up Daniel with the manual car, and then he had his first like driving lesson with a manual. It was ok. He did way better than I had expected lol.
    -> Volleyball (we lost 3:0 what a bummer)
    -> driving back home
    -> Daniels 2nd lesson (he had to start on a hill, which he did good as well… All in all, today the car died like 8 times on him. I had hoped for more fun lol.)
    -> Back at home: eat dinner
    -> watch some things on YouTube (comma con) & twitch
    -> nearly fall asleep
    -> brush teeth
    -> write this

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!


    Today, when driving back home, we drove quite near the places where my ex lives (or at least used to, I don’t even know, if she still does…). Since it was my first time being there since breaking up, I did think of her and shit. But it was surprisingly manageable. I mean, I was low on sugar and shit, but I didn’t really spiral, and I didn’t get too sad either. So that was nice!

  • Hello! Today, I actually did some work on my bachelors thesis. Super cool! (I programed some part of the noise injection thing.) Also, once again, I watched too much twitch – like an idiot.

    Also, at about 17:00, I went to some store with my brother, to look for some parts for our car (we didn’t find them lol).
    Since we were the only 2 at home for dinner, we ordered pizza. Nice! And then, after dinner, we cut each others hair. Was actually fun, like always. You know.

    That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, I didn’t do shit (pretty much sums it up). I basically watched the whole day some twitch streams.

    Exceptions:
    – After lunch, I drove my brother to work, and then I also went to pick him up
    – I cooked dinner
    – I read some papers (well, abstracts thereof) for noise injection for error detection in text – didn’t really find anything “new” (unbeknownst to me).

    That’s already all. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, in the morning, was the puppet theater of my mom. It was actually really good – not even gonna lie. She also did it really good. Better than in any practice-session we had. This was from 9 -> ~10:30. We also talked with some of the moms, and they thought I was really sympathetic.
    Also, really important (kinda), I read a lucky Luke comic, and this shit was funny as fuck. I read “The Judge” and it was really funny.

    Then, once we were done with that, I went back home -> some PC time -> lunch -> I started to solve a crossword puzzle with my mom -> nearly forgot that I had a seminar to attend to -> head to uni with a slight delay.

    On the train ride there, an elder woman in a wheelchair with some motor pulling it got into the train. (At least tried to.) Then, someone tried to help her, but the woman in the wheelchair got really upset(?) and screamed around, that people are stupid and shit. Then, literally 1 minute later, she asked if someone could help her. Since she was directly behind me, I did get up to help her.
    She asked me to move her motor to the other side so she could then exit easily. I then asked for some clarification, upon which she said, that I don’t even know shit.
    Then I told her, it would be nice if she were a little friendly. (I guess that surprised her a little bit lol) But then, she did apologize, and it got a lot better. Super cool!

    The seminar in the afternoon was meh. The first presentation was quite bad (it was an easy topic, but she was unable to explain it – something about predicting photovoltaic power given images of the sky). The second was more interesting, but he skipped over some (at least for me) important steps, and then he lost me (it was about handwriting recognition using graph detection and shit. Actually quite interesting.)

    After that, I went home -> some PC time -> my dad introduced me to our new car, since this has quite a lot of “new” assistants and shit. Then, we went to pick up my brother (whom I’ve driven to work after lunch). -> dinner -> volleyball game.

    It was against our hate opponent. They do be trash. It was quite an interesting game but in the end we lost 3-2. Really annoying.$

    Once that was over -> go back home -> eat a little & some PC time -> bed.

    That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, I didn’t do much either. I solved a combinatorics and probability theory exercise sheet and watched a lot of twitch.
    Also, in the late afternoon, I did help my mother with her small theater – we had the last practice session, in the library where tomorrow it’s actually gonna be played. It went pretty good.

    That’s already about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today, I was still a little bit (quite) under the weather. -> I didn’t do that much.

    In the morning, I went to university, where I had my AI seminar (today was about chain-of-thought prompting, which means, that the LLM has to explain the reasoning steps in human language. Result: It gets better). After that, I went home -> lunch -> afternoon: spend some time on my PC, get really tired -> nap on the couch in the sun (in the living room. It was really nice, like 30-ish degrees with the sun and shit) -> wake up -> some more PC time -> Help my mom with a puppet theater (I am the technician, who does the light) -> more PC time -> dinner.

    After dinner, I skipped practice -> PC time -> shower -> and now I’m here.

    That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!


    Somehow, I found a friend in the seminar. We were in the same group like 2-3 times, and now we always hope to get into the same group. He’s quite funny – ngl. lol.

  • Hi! Today, I felt (kinda) ill. I mean, my nose was running, I had a head ache and shit. -> I decided to break my no screen-time rule again lol. (I wouldn’t have been able to do anything else though, so yeah justification: check.)

    -> I didn’t really do anything today. Though, in the afternoon, Jordan and I returned the uhaul (from yesterday). This took like 30 minutes.

    Other than that, nothing was really done.

    That’s it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! First, quickly about yesterday night: I was trying to fall asleep, but I had a really hard time -> I lied in bed awake for ~30 minutes, and then I woke up 2 more times during the night. What the helly?

    This morning, I had to get up kinda early. That means at 8:30. Why? My sister moved out. So it was our (family’s) time to carry loads of things around. It was actually quite a lot. I mean, we packed a ~u-haul like truck full, and had to take 2 (technically 1.5) rounds for all of her stuff. Also, she moved in the third story of a building without an elevator.

    All in all, it took surprisingly long. I expected, that we’d be done at 14:00. At 13:00 (when we had lunch) we had all of her stuff at her new apartment, and already built some of the furniture. -> lunch -> some more building.

    I tried to build some lounge-table, but this shit took like forever. I don’t even know how! I only finished at 17:00. It was too much. It had like 100000 screws for every little thing. From time to time I had multiple helpers even hahah. Sara and Jordan both had to help. But then, with the help of Jordan, we finished it all quite quickly.

    Thereafter, we were done in her apartment. The only thing she’s missing right now, are some tabs for in her closet. Other than that, it’s done. Actually quite impressive.

    So, once we were done with moving her stuff & building her furniture, we went back home and got ready, since we all went out to eat.
    We went in some golf club, since they currently have a “all you can eat – fondue chinoise” thing going on. What a time to be alive!

    Funny coincidence, right next to us sat one of her coworkers. And I made a banger joke.
    Once they recognized each other, they quickly talked together (obviously), and then Leah was back at our table, I asked: “Is this the one you dislike?”, loud enough, that everyone could hear it. hahah. gottem!

    Anyway, I had loads of meat, and then a cheesecake for dessert. Then, I went back home, and now I’m here. I don’t even know what to do, since I technically have a no screen-time month. But I guess I’m gonna cheat. On the first day already. Lol. But tomorrow, I’ll add more blocked sites to my site blocker, and then I cannot get around it.

    So yeah, for now, that’s all. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today, was my last day, of not doing that much. Well, actually, that’s kinda a lie. I did do some things, but I also spent a lot of time on my PC, since from tomorrow on, it’s a no screen-time month. So I want the hardest detox from my addiction as possible – mhm.

    In the morning though, I solved some numeric exercises. I had to code with Matlab – and let me tell you: I now hate it too. It’s just unnecessarily weird. I don’t really know how to phrase it, but it never really does as expected. In the end, I just chatGPT-ed the solution to one part. I can’t be bothered. If I want to code solutions, I just use python (or any other “real” programming language for that manner).

    Then, in the afternoon, some PC time -> and then I had to “uninstall” my bed, since my sister Leah’s moving out tomorrow, it’s her bed, and she needs it now. So, I sleep on a mattress on the ground for a while. Honestly, this doesn’t even bother me lol.

    In the evening, Emily had the 2 friends over, which went to Fiji with her and they made Pizza (for everyone). They aren’t the best cooks though hahaha. I mean it was good, but they needed a surprising amount of help lol.

    Then, after dinner (which was at ~20:30) I went to Ellie, and met her, Josh, Yanis and his GF Leah there. We just talked a little (didn’t even really drink) and then I rather quickly went back home again. Back at home, I did spend some more time on my PC -> now I’m writing (to) you & that’s about all for today.

    I’ll see you again tomorrow (probably). Take care & Bye-Bye!


    As it was Halloween today, some kids rang at the door, and I gave them a little candy. One of them was kinda a jerk though haha. Happens.. lol
    But, I thought of myself kinda like Michael Scott on the one Halloween episode, where you see, that he really likes kids. You know what I mean

  • Hello! Today, I nearly did nothing. That means, in the morning, I watched the applied optimization lecture. And let me tell you: It was so empty. There was hardly any information. The first 30 minutes were recap of last week, and then in the remaining 60 minuets, he explained gradient descent, the Newton method and a generalization of those two. But no proof or anything like that. And that was already it. What the helly?!

    Then, for the rest of the day, I did nothing (watched twitch). But, I decided, that in November, I’m gonna do a no-screen-time month. (Basically a no all, except I’ll jerk off lol).

    That’s already about all for today – I didn’t even think about anything special today… Anyway, I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!