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  • Hi! Today, I didn’t do shit. That’s about all. Though, I did solve some Sudoku’s this afternoon.

    That’s already all. See you tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, during the day, not much happened. I woke up at like 10:30-ish in the morning, and then pretty much just waited until lunch. I was still really tired – after an 8 hour long night.
    Then, after lunch, I was so tired, I went back to bed, and slept for 1.5 hours. Once I got up again, I did solve one more numeric exercise and then spent some time on my PC.

    In the evening, I had to eat a bit earlier than the others, since today we had a volleyball match. -> I was picked up at home at 18:20. Then, we went to pick up Daniel -> drove to our game.

    About the game
    We were only 7 players, one of which was Daniel (as a libero) so I did not have any changes open. Made it easier for me as a coach – but not optimal.
    1st set: We won with a mostly good gap in points.
    2nd set: We did not win, but it was really close (24:26). Though, we did make a lot of mistakes ourselves.
    3rd set: We did play really bad so we lost.
    4th set: The other setter (other than me) decided that it’s time to win, so he came to serve on like 2:2 -> 13:2. From then on, it was an easy win.
    5th set: We used the momentum from the 4th set and carried through to the end, and won 15:11. Actually, for the last point, Leon and I decided to play a “fast- ball”. And let me tell you. This was to coolest point of the match. He did not have any block, so he bounced the ball onto 4th meter line.

    Once the game was over, we went back home. At least, initially that was the plan. But then, Yanis & Josh wrote asked me to join them for a quick round in the pub – which I then did.
    We just talked a bit, and about one hour after I arrived there, we went home.

    At home, I ate a little, spent some time on YouTube &/ Twitch -> brushed my teeth, and now I’m here writing (to) you.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today, I had to get up early, and then went to university. There I had my numeric lecture, and then solved some exercises. And rather swiftly it was already time for lunch. I had a Pizza with meat-balls on it. (Ngl, it was meh lol)

    Quick side note: One woman in the place where I was solving my exercises looked really similar to my ex. I mean, from the side, they weren’t really distinguishable. It was actually really confusing. I think, she believes, I was staring at her, since I did have to make sure, that it wasn’t my ex lool. (But yeah, she studies in a different university, and law – and most definitely not math haha)

    Then, in the afternoon, it was just like any other Tuesday: Solving exercises -> lecture -> going back home. At home, I spent some time on my PC, nearly fell asleep, and then it was time for dinner.

    We had Pizza. My 2nd Pizza of the day. What a time to be alive.

    After dinner, I held the practice of our 2nd men’s-team. It was somewhat amusing. Also, my name-brother (whose father just passed away – as mentioned yesterday) did come to practice. So I could talk to him. But I think, he’s got it mostly under control. Also, after practice he did say, that it was nice to play volleyball once again (he was in the army for like the last year) since it’s just some not-thinking action.
    All in all, I think it was nice that he came.

    Then, once practice was over, I went back home, spent some more time on my PC, and now I’m writing (to) you. Also, I want to take a shower right now, but the bath is occupied -> I gotta wait some time.

    But that’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, I woke up extra early, so I had enough time on the toilet, since we had Raclette yesterday lol. It was worth it though haha. Then, I headed to uni -> seminar
    (Today’s paper was not really interesting, and also it was shit. They had a few mistakes, some unclear things and it was hard to read.
    It was about MLLM’s (LLM’s which also receive more kinds of data as input, instead of just text – i.e. images) and how well they’re able to solve some tasks specified on an image (for example walk through a maze). But nothing too crazy was discovered. It was better, when it used the images – wow what a surprise.
    )
    After the seminar, I went home. Today, I (sadly) didn’t see the Asian woman either. What a bummer. -> Lunch

    the afternoon, I spent some time on my PC -> nearly fell asleep -> lied into my bed & immediately wasn’t tired anymore (classic) -> did some hinge & Bumble action (nothing important happened as of yet) -> some more PC time -> dinner -> volleyball practice.

    In today’s practice, we were only seven persons, but given that, it went quite good. And then, after practice, since Louis was really tired, I drove home with his car.
    Also, someone told me, that one team member (name-brother), of an old team, his father just died. In an accident. Shit just sucks. But makes me appreciate my parents more.

    Back at home, some more PC time -> brush teeth & now I’m here writing (to) you. That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!


    Just before, in a stream, a song played, which is exactly the type of song my ex used to listen to. So this made me kinda think of her. But once it was over, the thoughts pretty swiftly stopped – luckily.

  • Hello! Today, I slept in once again and then in the morning I didn’t really do anything.

    In the afternoon, we had a family-day. This means, that we just spent the day as a family. Today, we had two groups. One group did some decor-stars out of paper-bags; the other (which I was a part of) made cookies.

    Then, once the afternoon was over, we ate Racelette together. Obviously we talked a lot, but nothing really interesting. Once, the embarrasing-ish topic of me and dating came up… But it ended a few minutes in, and to my luck, I shifted it in a way, so each and everyone had their few minutes of shames. At least, all the single ones.

    Then, once this all was over, I spent some time on my PC -> shower & now I’m here. That’s already about all for today (it was more than it seems from just the written text above). I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! Today, I slept long, and then for basically the whole day, I didn’t know what to do. I tried some numeric exercise, and watched some twitch streams. Also, I did send out a few likes on hing – for the first time in like 3 weeks.

    Then, in the late afternoon, Daniel and I went to watch some volleyball game, right before our own match. It was OK.

    Then, we had our match ourselves. It was a terrible match. I mean, our opponents played like shit, and we played OK-ish at best. But we won 3:0 none the less. Also, I did have to play as a setter, which was my first real game as a setter. It was quite OK. I had one terrible fail, and a few really good sets. But nothing too special.

    Oddly, my ex GF was watching the beginning of our game. And she was alone. What the helly? At first, it distracted me a little, but then, in the firs set, she did leave – which I didn’t realize during it -> I guess it wasn’t too bad.
    Though, I did have a little pity for her, since I have/had this thought in my head, that she doesn’t really have any friends in the club.

    Then, after our game, Daniel and I showered for nearly an hour, went to a MacDonald to eat a little, and then drove back home.

    At home, I just watched some YouTube and now I’m writing (to) you. That’s already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!


    Just before, I did start to think a little about my ex (since she watched some part of my/our game) and it did make me a little sad. But then I realized, that I, myself, opened Pandora’s box -> it’s my own fault, so I stopped thinking about it, which made it better again.

  • Hello! Today was nearly identical to yesterday. Though, I did quite a bit more work on my bachelors thesis today than yesterday, and in the evening, Jordan & I did order some new things for our car, and also checked some things.

    Also, in the evening, I did text my hinge match my “break up text”. I just didn’t use hinge anymore at all, and I did kinda lose interest in her specifically.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!


    Ever since I had to give away my bed, I have quite a lot of stuff from underneath it now on the ground. One of these things is my rubiks-cube collection. So ever since then, I have one of them on my desk, and I actually do solve it quite regularly while watching things on my PC.
    Also, I did find it quite interesting, how most of the algorithms for solving the cube came back already. Usually, I just needed to know the beginning, and then as soon as the twists and turns are in motion, it just kinda solved itself.

  • Hi! Today, I did sleep quite long. Well, I woke up early-ish (~9:00) but then went to sleep once again, since I was really tired and also, I did go to bed at about 3:00 yesterday.

    So then, I woke up a little late for lunch, spent some time on my PC, worked a bit on my bachelors thesis (I did vibe code the custom BERT head thingy. And did like 2 tests too. But I still have a lot of tests to do with the custom head thingy.) And that’s already about all for today. Oh, I did also try to solve some more numeric exercises today, but I wasn’t really able to. I mean, I “know” the solution, but I just can’t derive it. Well – happens.

    I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Since I’m already in bed, I’m writing this on my phone (not that fun) -> short

    Today I did some work on my bachelors thesis , some numeric exercise & lots of Teitch watching.

    In the evening, I haf volleyball practice. It was meh. Since I went there by train, Daniel drove me to my bicycle once the practice was over. We then had a quite fun talk lol. He told me, about some music thing he’s signing up to & I helped him a little with ideas. Also, he’s got a hinge match atm. So I’m quite excited about that haha. Hope it ends well!

    Thats already all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hi! I’m once again tired -> imma keep it short.

    I nearly over slept (I turned off my last alarm -> dozed for a little bit -> a little bit too long -> had to take 1 train later -> was 15 minutes too late for the lecture)
    -> Numeric lecture
    -> copying last weeks lecture into my notes
    -> lunch (I had a pizza with hot Salami).
    -> Solve some exercises
    -> lecture
    -> going back home
    -> PC time
    -> cook dinner (cinque pi with pasta)
    -> some more PC time
    -> and now I’m here.

    That’s already about all for today.


    Today, I kinda developed a new crush on some one. Basically the only hot girl in the lecture. What a surprise lol. But she sat directly behind me in the afternoon lecture, and then yeah. It’s weird. We didn’t even talk… But I did also like her smell (it was a good smell mhm). lol