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Hello! Today was the first time in a long time, when I was actually able to sleep out. This means, I slept until like 9:30; even though, I went to bed just before midnight. So that was a good start in my day.

In the morning, I then listened the first applied optimizations lecture. Since it’s technically a masters lecture, I expected it to be kinda hard, but in all reality, it wasn’t. The theory we had today, wasn’t nearly as bad as it was in any of the math lectures. So that was a kinda bitter-sweet realization.
I kinda hoped, it’d be “hard”, so I’d learn more. But yeah, it was only the first lecture.

Then, in the afternoon, I solved a sudoku (since I just had to pass some time. Today was the day, we went to get our car).
Shortly after 3 I left our house, and took the train to somewhere near us, where my sister was. We then drove to her husbands school, picked him up, went back home, changed cars to one that can pull trailers and picked up my brother.

We then headed straight to the guy renting us the trailer. Now, technically, we were supposed to arrive there at latest at 17:30. But since we were late (as usual) we arrived with 15 minutes of delay.
I actually called the rental-guy in advance, and he told me, that if it took us too long, he’d just leave. So we weren’t even sure, if we’d have a trailer.
But in the end, all turned out well.

Now, with the trailer all set, we headed to the nice lady selling us the car. (The drive took like 45 more minutes.)

Once there, we had the first challenge. How to get the car on the trailer; and how do we move the trailer, such that it’s facing the right direction. (Since she lives on a mountain, we couldn’t just turn there. We then pushed and pulled for about 1 hour, and then all was set again. Car on the trailer, and the trailer back set on the car again.
I also handled the contract & paid (she then also gifted me a book for beginner builders on cars?), so we were all set. Then, in the end, she gave my brother and my an envelope and said, that we were only allowed to open it on the high-way, or back at home!

We then took some final pictures (also with her), and then started to drive back. In about the middle of the way, we took a quick dinner-break in a burger king. (The burger was really good, but the sauce to the fries was shit – not even gonna lie haha.)
There on the parking, we opened her letter. It was crazy. She just gave us back, pretty much all of our money. In the end, we only had to pay the fee from the online auction site, and the paperwork she had to do, since she lost the cars registration. So she gave us back: 2755.- WTF. Wayyyy too generous. She said, this is the first investment for replacements into our new car lol.

Then we hit the road again. About 50 minutes later, we arrived back at home. We had some difficulties, driving backwards into our driveway, but once all of us passengers shut up, and we let Sara do it on her own, it all went kinda smoothly haha.

We rolled the Porsche down the trailer, and then we already had to return the trailer. So this was like 35 more minutes driving – each way.

But this all went over smoothly. In the end, we were at home, at about a quarter to 1. Kinda late.

I took a shower, and now I’m writing (to) you. That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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No cap: Sara’s husband is a kinda toxic driver – in the passenger seat. It was kinda annoying.

Hello! Today was a not that busy day, not gonna lie. In the morning, I woke up kinda late (good – I was finally able to sleep out), at like 9:30, and then I didn’t have anything to do. So I just solved some sudokus. Classic, meanwhile.

After lunch, I had to go to the university, for the seminar in the group where I write my bachelors thesis.
Funnily enough, when I arrived at the train-station, Louis was already there, and a friend of his was there too. This new friend actually asked me to join our volleyball team, and so we had his first volleyball testing-practice scheduled for today.
So I then obviously drove with them to the university. By coincidence, this friend of Louis actually had to attend the same seminar as I did.

In the seminar, we just got some administrative information and then were able to go back home again.

Back at home, I went to the bank with my mom (I drove). I had to go pick up some cash, in order to buy the car tomorrow. Since we also rented a trailer, I had to pick up quite a lot of money. So all in all, I picked up 4.7k. And I gotta say, I’ve never had this much money on me – ever. It’s quite a big stash of notes. I couldn’t even really fold the money into my wallet lol.

There after (back at home again), I solved some more sudokus, and then I helped my mom cook once more.

After dinner, I had to go to volleyball practice. The first time since the injections into my shoulder yesterday.
To be honest, it was better today, but definitely not fixed. I was able to do some things with my right arm, but it wasn’t really without pain. I think, it was about a 6 in the worst cases. But still a big improvement.

Actually, today at the end of the practice, I threatened one of my players, that I’d throw him out of our team, if he leaves now, and he did leave still. But I think, I’m gonna text him, that if this happens once more, imma beat the shit out of him! Nah, I’ll just throw him out fr fr.

After training, I got driven home by the new friend I met today, (who also picked me up) and then wanted to spend some time on YouTube. It was already 22:48 -> only about 10 minutes left. So I opened YouTube, started to watch a video, but it cut off in the middle of it. :(
I think, I’ll finish it on my phone, like a silly little gangster. Otherwise it’s too much of a hassle.

So I guess I’ll do that now, and then go to bed. I’ll see you tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! As I just before wrote the entry for the past weekend, which took like 1.5 hours, I’m gonna keep it rather short today.

Morning: Going to uni -> numerical maths lecture -> had to leave about 3/4 in, since I had to go to the doctor.

On my way there, I met the elder setter of my team. (Funnily enough, if you go back to last semesters beginning, I met his wife for the exact same reason in the same place. Leaving university to go to the doc.)

At the doctor, I had 2 injections of Cortisone into my right shoulder. Let me tell you, it was a pain to get those needles into my shoulder. He scratched the bone like 2-3 times, and this just shivers my whole body. Really unpleasant.
I believe, these injections helped a little. And the doc meant, that I should start with volleyball pretty much tomorrow, just as I used to, and then write down, if it helped at all, or how much.

After that, I went home.

At home: Lunch -> afternoon: little uni work (no real things to do as of yet) -> solve lot’s of sudokus. (Just as yesterday.)
Also I did organize a trailer, so we can go pick up our car on Thursday. -> Helped my mom cook a little -> dinner -> spending time on YouTube -> writing this past weekend’s diary entry -> writing this entry -> shower -> bed.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Since Caroline is kinda my new crush, I thought about asking her out (obviously). The thing is, she’s not the prettiest, (I mean she is pretty, but not a 10/10), and I’m kinda scared, that I’m gonna dislike her kinda long into the relation-ship (if it would even happen.)
Now reading this (as I write it), it kinda sounds like I’m still scared of getting hurt again. Pussy mode activated. WRONG! Deactivate this shit. So I’m gonna keep this in mind, the next time I see her!

But back again: Caroline is a character pick. She’s really “cool” (for a lack of better vocabulary). It’s real easy to talk to her, and yeah. You know!

Hello! Today was the first day of the new semester. It wasn’t that busy though. I only had one seminar called: Artificial intelligence and machine learning. There we just have to read one paper (in advance at home), and then in groups of 3 (at least today it was in groups of 3) answer some questions about the paper. And then the last few minutes, we discussed the answers all together.
This is really nice, since we don’t have a final exam, but it’s only graded on how you participate in this course. So easy money.
This was from 10-12.

Today’s paper was about CroCo, which was about a new method to pre-train image networks. The idea is, that (for pre-training) you give the AI 2 images from different perspectives. Though, in one of those, most of the image is deleted (like 90%). Then it has to predict (with the full “reference image” from a different angle) the missing parts.
It turns out, that like that you can have simpler NN’s doing equally good predictions of then fine-tuned tasks, like for example depth-mapping.

Afterwards, I went home. At home I had lunch and then I didn’t have anything to do… I solved some sudokus, and then used hinge for about one hour. As usual, I sent out too few likes.
Not too bad though, since last week-end I kinda developed a crush on someone. Not too sure about it tough. It’s the opposite hitter from the first women’s team. (I know it sounds kinda mean, but) she’s looking kinda stoned always (hahaha), and she’s got a real good character. (I think) So I also spent some time investigating her online presence hahah. And turns out, she’s a rhythmic-gymnastics coach. Nice.

Then, in the evening I did some car-preparations with my brother and then spent the rest of the time on YouTube. Just before, I took a shower, and now I’m going to bed.

Sadly, I didn’t write the diary for this past weekend today, as I just didn’t want to. lol. Maybe tomorrow (?).

That’s it for today. I’ll see you soon. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! This entry is kinda forged, since we had the volleyball practice weekend, and I didn’t write my diary. All of this started on Friday 12th.
(Written on 16th September.)

Friday, 12th

As I had my last exam the day before, I went to bed kinda late, and hoped to sleep for quite some time. As it happened though, this wasn’t the case. I woke up really early (like some time between 6 & 7), and was too nervous to fall back asleep again. Why was I so nervous? It was the auction day for the car my brother and I wanted to buy. As this auction ended only at 12, it was kinda annoying. Also I was tired. So not the best feeling.

Time went on and on, and I stared on the clock excessively. It didn’t move as fast as I had hoped it would. Then, sooner or later (later) it was 10 to 12. So I reloaded the page, and saw, that someone was biding. I then waited some more time, because the later I start bidding, the lower I can keep the price (or so I thought).
Since the auction-ending-timer goes up to 3 minutes, if someone bids in the last 3 minutes, I bid about 3 minutes before ending.

Turns out, I (we) wasn’t the only one who wanted this car. Then, like 2 minutes before the initial ending, the owner of the car called me, and said that if I wanted the car, I should just bid. In the end she would then just give it to us.
This all kinda confused me, but since my brother and I decided, that we’d go up to about 4.5k, I just kept on bidding. Sooner or later, the starting price rose to now 4k. Then the lady who owns the car called me again. Then and there she told me, that she’s decided that she’d just give us the car for the initial 3k, and I can bid however much I wanted. “Just bet like 12k, the others are gonna stop eventually.”, were her exact words.

This sounded kinda fishy. I for real thought I was getting scammed haha. But then, 1 minute later, I got a text of her with the exact same statement and noting, that now I got it in writing. So no fishy stuff going on. Then I bid 14k. (This site keeps it as low as possible, so you are higher than each other bidder.) So the price went up again and again and eventually stopped at 4’500.- and we won!

This was a real exciting thing so far. I’ll tell you: the adrenaline was rushing through my body, even though it was obvious, that we’d win. Still. The rush I got; AMAZING. And the best part: we now have a price reduction of 1.5k. It’s only getting better and better!

Then, about 5 minutes later, we had lunch, and I could tell my family the good news. My brother and I were really excited, and my mom kinda started to turn as well hahaha.

Anyway; I was too much in a adrenaline rush that I wasn’t even hungry. Just aamazing.

After lunch, I finished packing all my stuff for the training weekend.
Then, 15 past 1pm, I had to go catch a train and head to the shoulder specialist. I had to wait some time, and then we (he) came to the conclusion, that I probably have a inflammation in my right longer bicep tendon. And we decided on a treatment with Cholesterin injection. But this date still had to be determined.

Pretty much right after my doctor’s appointment, I was picked up by Louis and Daniel, and we drove off to Fiesch, where we had our training-weekend.
As it was Friday afternoon (like 3pm), we didn’t use the highway (because of traffic jam) but instead drove over the Grimsel-Pass. And I gotta say, it was really pretty.
On this drive, I also told them about the news, that my brother and I just bought a car, and they were impressed, and thought it was a cool one. Only challenge now, is to get it driving; and then pass the state-car examination.
Also, I took one picture of Daniel, and I gotta say, it’s a banger picture. He’s in the mirror of the car (didn’t realize that I was taking this picture) and had his arm kinda out of the window. Another sexy pic of Daniel haha.

We arrived there quickly got our stuff sorted into our rooms, and then headed straight to dinner. (We had rice stroganoff – it was really nice.)

After dinner, we had our first practice session. We did some basic’s for all the important things in volleyball. (Like serving, receiving, out of system setting and shit.) The practice was really good, but we cut it short at about 21:30 (after 1.5 hours of training), because we had a long weekend before us.

After that, we went back to the house, and of course, drank a lot. We were lpaying some games in the group room, and even some females joined in. One of those is Caroline (who’s gonna be introduced tomorrow, as I’m not really writing this in a chronological order). We even played the pirate-game. YO-HO-HO is all I can say to that. Funnily enough, I was first right up to the 2nd to last round. Then all hell went loose, and I went from first to last. haha
It escalated a bit. In the end, Daniel and I were the last ones to sleep, at 3:30. (We were “gooning” on hinge; completely drunk hahahah)

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Saturday, 13th

We had to get up kinda early because we had our first practice session at 8am. It wasn’t that bad. I mean, my head hurt, but it was fine.
And yes, we did skip breakfast haha.

Since the practice ended already after 2 hours, we showered, and then had some team building activities, with the other two women’s teams as well.
We “played” this classic game, of one board in the middle with lots of strings attached, and then we had to do some precision work (as a group). And every time we failed, we had to explain why we failed. Childish type shit.
All in all it was kinda fun though.

There after, it was time for lunch. We had the best nutrition for people doing lots of physical activities. Hot dogs with fries. Wow. What a nice meal.
The worst part, it wasn’t even that good. lol.

After lunch, we had a break for 2 hours before practice. As I was really tired, and the sun was shining, I just took a bottle of water, my AirPods and laid out in the sun for about one hour. I was kinda trying to sleep, but I didn’t fall asleep. It was still refreshing though.
The first women’s team had to leave the place where we were, since they had a practice game nearby, and they walked by me, since I was lying near the main path. I then heard them ask themselves:” Is he okay? Should we go look?” So I quickly lifted my head, and singed them, that I was fine.
Then about 1 hour later, Daniel called me, and we quickly went to the store and bought some things. (Small foods, and sweets for practice.)

Then it was practice time again. We had the gym for 4 hours. We just trained some classic volleyball things, and then in the end, we played a little bit with some of the willing women from the 2nd women’s team.

After that, shower -> dinner (we had pasta. As if they couldn’t have swapped it with the hot-dogs for dinner…) -> evening activity for everyone.

This year, it was some mini-golf, which was just next to our house. At first, we started in a team of 4 (Daniel, I our elder setter, and our new outside hitter). Then, like on the second track, 2 women joined us. One who shall now be named: Caroline. And the other was the sister of the fella I met just one week ago at the train-station (before the practice tournament).
As we only had one golf club, and one ball, it took quite some time to get through the tracks lol.

We played for some time, but then not too long later, we had to call it quits, because it got dark, rained a little, and because of the low temperatures it got really slippery.

After that, it was time for a short quiz. (This too was organized by Caroline and the other woman who joined our group.) We randomized teams, and had to give some names and things for our team. A team name, a team sport (other than volleyball) and a mascot for our team. Most of those aren’t that important, but since Caroline was one of the organizers, we (I) picked her as our team mascot.
Then when we (I) introduced our team, everyone laughed at the silly mascot joke. Nice! One funny joke more done.

Now to the quiz: How good were we? We got last lol. Funnily enough, we had the same amount of points as the team Daniel was on.

After the quiz was over, most of us spent some more time in the group room. I was playing the ADHD game “jew” with Daniel and Luca, and then Caroline did one giga-chad thing. She just sat to us, asked us what we were playing, and then (I guess) initially had planned to play with us. But since this is not that beginner-friendly, she called it even before she got to play :(
We played some more different games, some pingpong, and then, rather quickly, everyone went to bed. Not that epic.
Caroline’s group was playing the pirate-game, but they were already six people, so I couldn’t join them :(
Not too late we went to bed as well. (I didn’t really drink that day. My stomach wasn’t feeling it. I had one beer, but then had to take a shit pretty much immediately lol.)

All in all, we went to bed at about 1am.

Then, Leah (Yanis GF) texted me something. Mainly that after she got her diploma, my ex wrote her and congratulated her. They kinda continued texting, and now they did meet up for coffee. Leah claimed, that they did understand each other really good, so they’ll meet up soon again (probably). And she was wondering, if this is fine for me.
Of course, I replied with “yes” but in all honesty, it is kinda weird. Not even gonna lie.
I then asked her, whether they talked about me, and she said only a little. (Because of group dynamic.) And that they talked a little about our break up. And my ex thought, that it was good, that I broke up with her in person, and at first it did hurt, but now it’s okay.
So this then kept me up for some more time. Cool :(

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Sunday, 14th

Again, we had to get up early, since there was a morning yoga session announced, open for everyone to join (at 8:30), but we had to clean our rooms first. And I (obviously) wanted to go to the yoga session, since it was with everyone, and kinda funny lol.
Funnily enough, I even found myself right next to Caroline. (More or less a coincidence. I joined kinda late, and as she was right at the border between my players and the women, I just snuck into there (as it was also the nearest place, where any of my team were).)
The yoga was okay the most part. Once we had to kneel, which I was unable to. Also, some time near the end, we had some balance things. We had to do the airplane. And funnily enough, I was so bad at it, that I actually fell hahaha. Wasn’t the first one though!

Once done with the yoga, we had a one hour break, in which Daniel and I went to “return” the house. And it was good (with one minor mistake, but not bad). During this time, we just had to wait for a long time, and we tactically used this time to hinge with Daniels phone.
(Funnily, we sent out one like, to some woman, with a bad joke. I remembered this one on the 15th (when I used hinge for about one hour) and she did show up in my feed. I then just liked the same thing, and wrote:” If someone wrote you something like [joke I wrote with Daniel], I think you should match him.” And of course, I screen-recored it and sent it to Daniel. lol. Jokes.)

Then, from 10-12 we had our last practice session. As more and more people joined us over the weekend, we were actually enough to play some 6vs6. And it was actually really good. Especially considering that it was the last morning of the practice weekend, and that we hardly ever practiced 6 vs 6 up until now.

After that, we showered, and went to have lunch. Kinda by coincidence, I sat next to Caroline once more. (She was at the end of the table, I saw her, but didn’t bother to check, whether it was “better” to go on the other side of the table, so I would for sure sit next to her.)
As it happened, we talked a bit, but as usual, last day of such a week-end not that much to talk about. Kinda a bummer. But I gotta give props to her, since she in fact did keep the conversation going.

After lunch, it was already time to go home. As Daniel, Louis and I went back by car, we parted ways with them there :(

We drove back over the Grimsel-Pass. It was beautiful once more. Louis was really tired though. Especially in the last half-hour.
(As I was sitting in the back of the car, with Daniel and Louis in front, and I got the news from Leah yesterday, and was really tired, I spiraled for some time, whether it was the right call to break up back then and the classic things. But yeah, I do believe it was better! Sadly, when I’m tired it’s not always like that lul.)
Also, I did ask the 2 fellas, if they knew whether Caroline was single (they didn’t), and then we (I) did some stalking activities to find out her age. Turns out, her birthday is one day later than mine, but she’s 2 years older. Luckily, that’s just in range. So I’m thinking of asking her out. (BTW, she’s the maybe-crush I wrote about on September 16th.)

Anyway, we got home safely.

At home, I unpacked my things, was really tired -> dinner -> some time on PC -> going to sleep.

So this was my whole weekend (pretty much).

Bye-Bye!

Hello! I’m back from my volleyball practice weekend. I’m way to tired, so I’m going to sleep for now, and I (hopefully) write down what happened from Friday to Today.

I’ll see you then. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! First of all: Happy 9/11! (classic – haha). What did I do today?

In the morning: Exam. But even before that: I took the train to my university, and there’s no toilet on this train. But at some time, my stomach decided:” Now it’s time to take a mad dump!” I was in shambles. There wasn’t even any stop on the way, so I could leave the train and then use the station there. So I held it in.
Like 2 minutes before the train arrived, my stomach was like:” No, we don’t need to shit anymore”, So I thought:” Alright, I walk to the university building first, and then head to the toilet. All fine with that.
But as it then happened, like half way to the toilets there, my stomach said: “No more time playing around, it’s now or never”. So I ran. I was running like a mad man. Luckily, while running, it was only like 2-3 minutes left.
I immediately went to the toilet. There’s only one stall. Occupied! I head to another story. What do I see? Cleaning personal on the men’s toilet – it’s closed!
So I did the only sensible thing, and went in the women’s room. (Yes, no-one was in there.) So today was the first time, I took a shit in the women’s room at university.

Once done with that, I was already sweating. And now it’s time for the exam. 1.5 hours, but all in all, it was not too bad. I was able to solve like 80%. So I guess that’s a pass.

Once I was done with the exam, I went to the library, where Lorenzo was, to talk a little to him (and one of my fellow friends who also had the probability theory exam). Actually, he now takes a one year break from studying, since he has to do civil service.
Anyway, after that, I went home.

I don’t even really know what I was doing. I was kinda bored. I did download and organize all last semester’s files (lecture notes and shit). So now my SSD is no mess no more.

In the afternoon, I was bored too, so I actually used hinge. I was like one hour long just swiping along. (I did this, because I read in a blog post, that received likes correlate pretty hard with sent likes, so I did that.)
Actually, just before, I got a match, but it’s with the one I was unsure whether I want to send a like. So that’s like the worst way of the good.

I quit after one hour though. I did find out a little trick. This was: If I set the race filter to anything but white, the recommendations got way better.

After my short hinge doings, I was kinda bored again. Since it was pretty windy outside, I decided to fly my kite. I then also tried to stand on a skate-board and let the wind tow me. This did not really work, since I’m too heavy. Sara however was able to kite-skate a little.
As I was doing this, I saw some neighbors kids, and asked them if they wanted to try it out as well. And they did. And wouldn’t you know it: It worked quite well with them.

Some time later, I quit, got inside and tried to solve some sudokus.

Then, at about a quarter to six, my brother and I took a 80 minute drive in order to go take a look at a car. We didn’t even have a real address, we just went on our way with some good luck. And luck was on our side.
We found the house we were searching, just from the backgrounds of one of the pictures on the ebay-esque site. We then rang the bell and hoped someone would open the door. We didn’t even know whether the seller was at home, and also didn’t really had a scheduled meeting with her.
But it all turned out good. One might even say, it was too good. Everything was better (or way better) than we expected. The lady who sells the car, is a car hobbyist, is like 70ish years old, and sells it, because she has too little space and time for this Porsche 944. (This Porsche was listed as a old found car, but she moved it around regularly for it not getting any standing damages. Too nice this!)
So we spent like 45 minutes just talking to her, looking at the car and shit. It all was really good.
She was even so nice, to offer us, to drive us back to our car, but we kindly declined that offer, as it would just have been too much.

We then drove back for about one 1.5 hours, and took a quick stop in a MacDonald’s for dinner.

After all that, we were back at home at about half past ten.

At home, we quickly told Sara and our dad (who happened to sit at the dinner table) about our experience. Then I went too my room and watched some YouTube.

So now, tomorrow is the day of the auction. It ends at 11:56am. My brother and I decided, that we were willing to spend up to 4.5k on this car. The lady selling it suggested that probably no-one is gonna buy the car tomorrow, so we can then buy it for cheaper in person, since we exchanged phone numbers, and she then won’t have to pay the site.

That’s it for today. I’ll see you maybe tomorrow, but probably not. I have my volleyball practice week-end. So tomorrow after lunch I have my appointment with the shoulder specialist, and then my volleyball week-end will start; either as coach, or player-coach. We’ll see this then.
So I’ll see you at latest on Sunday. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Today I woke up really early. Like at 6am. I mean, I had an alarm set for 6:30 but still. I slept too little. Once I was up, I made myself ready and then rather soonish headed to the university for the measure theory exam. (It was set to start at 8am…)

The exam went pretty good. I was able to solve most of the exam (~ 8/10), so that was nice! After the exam I immediately went back home.

At home, I didn’t really study nearly as much as I wished. Over all, probably like 2-3 hours. I spent some time (again) looking at cars to buy. (Also some time more on random shit, like for example old coins (I was interested in how much they’re worth – not much. Like ten times as much, over the course of ~100 years), and I took a look at cameras, because that’s kinda interesting.)

Also, in the late afternoon, I cooked dinner. I made Flammkuchen. Always nice.

After dinner, my brother and I had one more quick talk because of the Porsche we had planned on to buy. Then we agreed to not buy it, because it was a bit too sussy.
But just now, (11pm) he came into my room, and said, that we might are able to go take a look at it, so I guess that’s what we’ll do tomorrow!

Right now, though, I’m way too tired. So I’m gonna shower, and then head straight to bed. Tomorrow I have my last exam at 8am. So I gotta be kinda well put together for that!

So I’ll see you tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Today it was another Tuesday -> stranger danger haha. (Cleaning lady was here.) So in the morning I hid in my room and studied a little.

In the middle of lunch, I had to go to the university, because I had a meeting with a prof. for my bachelors thesis. Now this meeting took only like 15 minutes, so it was a bit of a time waste, but directly thereafter I could go to the comp .sci. secretary which then handled most of the organizational work. So now I pretty much only need to sign a contract, and then I can start with my bachelors thesis.

Back home, I studied a little, but wasn’t that into it. I mean, I took a look at the old exams, and those weren’t too hard. So I asked chat GPOT for some exercises, and then solved those. I lost my interest rather quickly, though, so I just relaxed a bit.
I helped Emily a little with cooking for dinner but yeah; that’s about it.

After dinner, I talked a bit more with my brother about our car-project. (We plan on going to visit one this next Thursday.) We just had to organize a car (parents use both of “ours” – family cars). So Sara was kind enough to volunteer hers. -> Jordan and I most likely are going to take a look at this car in 2 days.
It’s an old Porsche 944, which was found in a storage (apparently). Currently I does not drive, but we plan on fixing that, and then reselling it. As I already told you yesterday.
Our parents aren’t really “fans” of us buying this car, but yeah. It is what it is. We’ll see how it’ll turn!

Then, for the rest of the evening, I just watched some YouTube, then took a shower, and now it’s 11:40 and I’m about to go to bed. So that’s it for today. I’ll see you tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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This afternoon, I was kinda bored of maths, and then I quickly checked out the “spotlight” profiles on hinge. As usual, I had a blast. I even found one profile, which I really thought I should like. But I didn’t, because of my stupid “not using hinge until driver’s license”-rule.
But before that, I was kinda depressed, and this really pulled me out of it. So much positive emotions. You can’t even believe it. (Also, before that, I was kinda thinking about my ex, but these new “inputs”, completely changed my state of mind. Almost, as if this were a known thing. WHAAAT?!?! )

Hello! Today I woke up really early (6am) and then was in half-sleep until like 8 when I got up. I then slowly made myself ready for my exam, and headed to the university.

About the exam: It was not that good. I mean, I solved most of the exercises, but the not as good as I would have hoped. I expect like a 4.5 or a 5. (Which is good, but not as good as I’d liked, given how well I understood all of this.)
I was not really that focused during the exam. I mean, I feel like I’ve missed a few obvious things. Also, like 2/3 times I was really un-focused, and then my mind jumped to thinking about my ex. Really not good timing. And annoying as well. I mean it happens from time to time, but still not that good – especially for my mental state.

After the exam I went home and had breakfast. (I was home at like 1pm.) My dad was still around the dinning table, so we talked a bit (obviously). As you might know, I told them about the CLT (since I believe it to be interesting), and today my dad asked me, if it wouldn’t be possible to use this knowledge to gain an advantage in trading (stocks). (Since over time, (pretty much) everything becomes a normal distribution.)
Not to get too ahead of myself, but I’m not gonna spend too much time on that at the moment, since exams. But once these are over, I think I’ll try some bots and shit.

In the afternoon, I did 2 old practice exams from 2 years ago (I belive) for my probability theory exam. Tomorrow, I’ll study measure-theory, 2 days from now, I’ll write the measure-theory exam & study probability theory and then 3 days from now, I’ll write the PT exam.

Also, Emily and I cooked dinner today. It was really nice. yeah.

In the evening, I spent some time with my brother, and we have found another car we might buy. This one is an old car, which just needs to be fixed up, but then can be sold for a lot. (As of now, the price for the car is 3.1k, and we saw good ones of those on sale for 15-25k. So if all goes well, we’ll buy this car.)

Then, I spent the rest of the evening just watching some YouTube & now I’m writing (to) you. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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Today, I thought, I might be burned out or maybe a little depressed. But it’s not too bad. At least I didn’t have any suicidal thoughts (as of yet).