Last night: Didn’t really fall asleep, hear a fox or cat or frog or whatever screaming kinda like a child -> hear it -> wide awake (since maybe I gotta help?) -> can’t fall asleep
Morning: Then in the morning, I obviously had to get up and then I was still tired. Nonetheless, I went to uni. Today’s lecture was kinda meh. He talked for the first half about topology, which is not really necessary for any of us, but yeah. (Well, obviously it’s somewhat necessary, but not really important – you know.)
Afternoon: I stayed in uni, to do some exercises, since I was tired and if I had gone home, I wouldn’t have done any. But as it happened then, I only did like 0.5 exercises in uni. So not that efficient. I went home at like 4:30pm, since Louis and I had planned to go to Daniels concert. (His last concert, before getting the bachelor in classical music.) But then, he texted me, that his concert will not take place… I asked why, but he didn’t reply as of yet. (I suspect, that he is depressed -> didn’t study -> canceled it.)
Evening: Since I didn’t go to the concert, I went to the gym with my mom. (Well, we both went, but we did completely different things.) Funnily enough, while I was there, Louis went to the gym as well. So I still met him. But concerning my gym-session: Today was a bad day… I trained shoulders and arms. But both of my shoulders hurt (from volleyball – silly me) -> shoulder exercises weren’t that fun. And then, I maybe didn’t eat that good lately -> I cramped up quite fast, which was then the reason for failure (at least in some sets). And at last, whilst doing skull-crushers, my elbows had big time pressure -> they hurt also (at least this is mostly gone now).
After all that, I went home, showered, spent some time on my PC, and now I’m writing (to) you. So that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care! Bye-Bye!
Hi! Today, I was tired, so I didn’t really do anything. During the day, spent some time on YouTube. I listened to some podcasts and so on.
In the evening, I had my first volleyball practice, with the new team. It was actually really fun. At first, we talked about some things, and then we just played some volleyball variations. Since we were like 13 participants, we could play 6vs6, which also is always double the fun.
Then, some time later, back at home, I listened to some Modern Wisdom podcasts. They were about dating. One was with this woman, who helps men with dating. The lessons we learn are: – opening lines aren’t that important. You just have to do it. (If you ask out a woman on a date) – first conversation, then ask for number (it’s not a demand – that’s creepy) – put effort into dating-app profiles – if you take more than 10 texts, to get to the date part, you play it too slow – consider the first date as “date 0” since it’s more like a little “get to know each other”. (So don’t really go to a fancy restaurant, more like a walk) – if smart (-> not romantical conversations), carry it with being flirty (“adult play”) and physical touch – wrong answer, may be better than the correct (“[some person] you have a sex addiction; is that right?” -> “I don’t know if it’s right, but it’s definitely enjoyable”) – romantic talk ≠”normal” talk (two different skills – learn each one) – women don’t think too much of looks; rather, status (show that you are a provider. Not big money, but interests, drive, trajectory and so on – you aim for somethings), make her feel desired, and have fun But it was really interesting
The other one was about a hinge data-scientist. Here weren’t as much that interesting things, mostly just some sad-ish things. – the spark isn’t that real – don’t max, go for satisfaction (don’t always second guess; you’ll be happier) – you get good at relationships, by being in one (or multiple) and so on.
Also, one smart thing I heard, which I think is note-worthy: The greatest trick, the devil ever pulled, was, making you think, the pessimists are the good guys.
But that’s it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care and see you then! Bye-Bye!
Hello! Today I woke up, and my head didn’t hurt at all. Really nice! I then texted some of my friends, they were all still up and running (Ellie’s head hurt – for obvious reasons) but the others were good as well.
I then spent some time on my PC, ate a little bit, asked the neighbors for a costume (which they told me, I could use) and then I had the Christmas event with the volleyball mixed team. We played a murder mystery. The theme was “Hippies”. That means, we all had to dress up as hippies, and then all of us had roles to fill.
I was a married man. I used to be an accountant, but I want to get my breakthrough with music. For this, my wife and I joined a hippie commune. Also, since the married sex-life wasn’t that great, I hoped, to open up our marriage, and have lots of sex with the other hippies. Of course, all of this didn’t really work out for me, since in the end, I tried multiple things, but every time, the females weren’t interested.
For dinner we then had a lasagna. Good times.
Long story short: It turned out, that my wife was the murderer. The first sign was, that she no longer wanted any sex with me…. (jokes).
Also, Daniel played as Grace. In this story, he (well she) was too nervous to play on stage, so she found her way to the satanic believe. For this, she once sacrificed 13 chickens. Was really funny.
And one more thing: Every player had a side-quest. My side-quest was to compose a song, containing what happened tonight, and then sing it to the others. What a disaster… I just wrote down some lines, but I didn’t sing em. Was still kinda funny though.
All in all, we played from about 5pm to 10pm (with dinner break), so quite a lot! After that, we went back home again.
I then spent some time on my PC, and now I’m writing (to) you!
That’s about it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care, and Bye-Bye!
Wagwan! Today, during the day, I didn’t do anything (YouTube). But in the evening, I met with Josh, Yanis and Ellie. We went to some exhibition of our region. At first, I didn’t want to go, but the alternative was a rave (that ended at midnight – since it was technically a day-rave). So we went to this exhibition.
Now for some context: Initially, we went, in order to meet benji and his girlfriend, since we don’t really see them often. So he planned all of it. But as it happened, Benji had a football game, that ended at like 8/9 pm, therefore they only arrived at the fair at about 9-10. (Which already is kinda late.)
What did we do there? First, since I didn’t eat before, we went to get a burger. Ellie wanted to get something special from a grill -> so we did go there. As it happened, the item she wanted, was technically out of stocks. There was just one (the last one) on the grill; which was planned for one of the workers there. So she told the guy behind the grill, that she’d blow him, if he gave it to her, which he then did(?). But then she obviously didn’t give him a blowjob. On a random note: While we were waiting in line, some 15ish year olds skipped until right behind us, and then told those behind them, that they belonged to us – for which we lied. Yeah skipping line, skrrt.
We then spent some time drinking beer, and dancing(?) to some terrible music. after all that Benji arrived. Benji and his girlfriend wanted some food, so we waited until they got theirs.
After that, we went on one roller coaster thingie, where you have to “climb” some building (just walk up) but there are some obstacles in the way. In some ways a super-watered-down version of takeshis castle. Was quite fun tho. There was also some hamster-wheel thing, where we obviously tried to do a handstand-> one whole cycle. All of us failed tho, and fell on our heads (kinda)… At least, I did haha.
After that, we went to dance in some tent. There after, Benji and his girlfriend already left, and we weren’t sure, if we wanted to leave as well. (Josh and I wanted to leave, Ellie and Yanis didn’t.) Since Ellie was super drunk, and really wanted to stay, we spent one more hour there. We were just dancing with some techno music. Wasn’t too bad.
Then, once we wanted to go, I had this huge challenge of: Ellie wanted to go to the toilet, and the others (I don’t really know what but surely) did something else. We (I) spent like 20 minuets getting her from the toilet to the exit. She couldn’t even walk in a straight line. Was really bad haha.
Once outside, we waited for the night bus. But since there were a lot of people (and Ellie was on a tactical vomit) we didn’t catch the planned. (The planned here, is already one hour later, than the one I wanted to go with… haha) Yanis then tried to get some good prices with some taxis, but they were scamming us left, right and center, so we didn’t take one. -> We took the next bus. Since we had to change on the main-station & our bus was early(? WTF) we successfully got the follow-up bus. (Yanis nearly missed it, since he went to pee (in some trash-bin – haha).)
On the way home, Ellie was nearly passed out the whole time. Also, the bus had to take one somewhat sharp turn, and then, one really drunk guy (he was like 50ish) fell out of his seat. (It was an elevated seat – so he fell like one meter.) Nothing too bad happened – he was just knocked out for a few minutes. (We don’t know tho, if it was from the fall, or from the alcohol.)
Once we arrived at our station, we exited, and I went home with my bicycle. Took a shower, and now I’m writing you. One weird thing to mention: I know I drank a bit, but I don’t feel drunk. Like, my thoughts are clear and shit. You know. Maybe it’s just because we didn’t drink that much – or something…
Also: We met Pete at this fair. He was super-drunk. Like even more drunk than Ellie (and that means something – for today). But as it happened, we lost him (kinda – haha). We know, he once went out of the fair (for which you have to pay to get into -> he couldn’t really come back) and we told him, he can just hop over some fence (haha). We also told him, that we are going home. (With our initial plan (bus), which we didn’t take, but were at the station.) We didn’t see him at the bus stop though. So in the end, we don’t really have any idea where he is, and/or what he’s up to. Something to figure out for tomorrow! What a time to be alive!
So, that’s it for today. Take care – and I’ll see you tomorrow! Bye-Bye!
(BTW. The whole female game was a risky one today. A good part of those there are minors, so we ain’t taking any chances. bye!)
Hello! Today, I didn’t really do that much. Initially, I had planned to go solve one of the probability theory exercises, which I then didn’t do. Couldn’t get myself to do it. So, I spent basically the whole day in my room on my PC – even though, today was probably the best weather of the whole year this far…
In the afternoon though, I went to the gym. Today I trained legs. I squatted 100kg for the first time. At first for 7 and then for 6 reps. But the limiting factor was the lower back (probably because of not optimal form & goofy build (long torso)). Also, I did romanian deadlifts. Those felt actually better than I expected them to. So in the future, I’ll probably do this more often.
After I was done with my gym session, I was done for real. You may know it, if you’ve ever trained legs real hard. It’s just tiring.
Since I was already late with my medication, my mom drove me to the pharmacy, to get my injection. I actually felt kinda bad for that, since she was super tired, but a big thanks to my mom!
At dinner today I had a banger joke, which I’m gonna repeat now: We were talking about the wall in our kitchen, since it got renovated. Now it’s a coffee-beige color. Then, my mom asked my brother what he thinks about it, and he said:” It’s darker than I expected it.” To which I replied with:” Me, when my wife gives birth”. (hahaha!)
Then after dinner, I watched some more YouTube. First, I realized that I watch a lot of bodybuilder stuff (well – watch or listen to & solve Sudoku). Also, my quest on understanding women was fought some more today! (I watched 2 videos by a female for females.) What did I learn: Not really anything. The video was about self-help and self-acceptance (I guess). But most felt somewhat superficial. The woman was cleaning her messy place (since she just got back from a wedding) and answering questions in the mean time. But there was really nothing that special being said… Maybe I just didn’t pay close enough attention. Most of it was (iirc) just some things she did, and helped her. Nothing that special. (I think I’m repeating myself – but the videos felt kinda like that haha)
But that’s it for today! I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care and till then! Bye-Bye!
What’s up! Today was a sorta bad day. I mean, I don’t feel good about my daily doings even though, I did exactly what I had planned for today. Don’t know why though…
Morning: Get woken up by alarm (which I had on accidentally), go back to sleep, and then wake up at like 10. Eat oatmeal for breakfast and listen a bit to a podcast.
Afternoon: Starting to correct exercises, watch the live-stream of some volleyball game. (This game took about 2 hours, so after that, it was already time for dinner) For dinner we had ordered food, so I had a chicken burger. Somehow, the place we ordered from, fucked up our order, so I got a chicken burger, instead of crispy chicken, and we got one salad too much. The thing is, it’s more common for them to fuck it up, than to do it correctly. So yeah… Food was good tho.
Evening: Finish the corrections, and then watch some YouTube / listen to podcasts. Most of the things were fitness related. I also thought about going to the gym, but my arms are still sore; and (the more relevant thing) I said to myself, that I go only after I’m done with the corrections. It took me until a little after 10. Like 10:20, but my gym closes at 10. So I couldn’t go…
That’s about it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Maybe with some more tales to tell. Who knows? Take care! Bye-Bye!
Wake up early and (surprisingly) fit, eat breakfast (bowl of oatmeal), and head to uni for my complex analysis lecture. Usually, I go home directly after this lecture, but today, I stayed for the exercise hour. It actually helped. After that, I went on to lunch with Elia and Julian.
Afternoon
For lunch, I had potato salad with a sausage – was really good. The guy handing out the food plates put way too much mustard on my plate (and on that of the others as well). Like, comically large amounts.
After lunch, I helped Romano with his bachelor thesis (participated as a study-participant). The idea of his thesis was, that I he has multiple sites with a similar store, I have to shop some things, and he tracks how I did it. After every store, I had to answer like 5 different questions. Apparently I did good, since he told me, I was one of the most useful participants until now. Nice! It also took longer than expected. That means, it took about 1 hour, and he thought, it’d take about 35-40 minutes. But that’s no biggie – of course!
Once done with the study, I went back up to the others and solved some exercises. I even saw Benji. Meanwhile it’s been about a month – so that was nice as well.
And then, at about 5pm, I took off to the train-station, to catch the train. Now, I didn’t see her, but I remembered some more things. For one, I think, I saw her on a Tuesday. So today I believe my chances wore worse. And I had massive a bloating. It got even so worse, that my stomach really hurt. So I was kinda happy, I didn’t see her, so at least I didn’t fuck anything up. (Oddly enough, this morning I dressed somewhat nicely, just in case – you know haha)
Evening
In the evening I didn’t do much, just watched some YouTube. One thing I saw, was with CBum, some other dude, and a female of my age, talking about dating. Well, the female was single, and she told them, for what she looks in a guy. It’s basically can talk, funny, can communicate, honest, taller than her, can fix things(?). So tbh. not too much. Most things I believe I could check. She also said, she wasn’t actively looking, and that dating apps are weird, because the first date is ultra sketchy, so she doesn’t use them.
I also thought about going to the gym myself, but my arms are still sore from yesterday, so I choose not to.
That’s about it for today! I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & see you then! Bye-Bye!
Hello! Today imma keep it short, since my eyes hurt, I’m tired and wanna go to bed.
Morning: Woke up early (since alarm, but got up at first of three) spent some time in my chair, just laying in the sun, and dozing. Changed -> Going to uni -> complex analysis lecture, I was “too good” answering questions, so the prof told me once, that I wasn’t supposed to answer anymore… After lecture went home, and then had breakfast.
Afternoon: Speedran the computer architecture exercises, since I have to hand those in shortly (had about 1h time) -> spent some time on YouTube -> went outside and solved some complex analysis exercises -> Dinner
Evening: spent some more time on PC (watched some videos of Mike Isratel, in the gym, kinda podcast like, just with breaks to do exercises) -> Went to the gym my self (trained arms and shoulders – felt good; did skull crushers for the first time and like them) -> Back home again, Sarah A. was here and she told me, I seem like a grown up (we didn’t see each other for about 3-4 years (felt oddly good) -> showered -> spent time on PC -> Writing this now.
Quick preview for tomorrow: I’m gonna help Romano with his bachelor-thesis (I just have to participate in a study), so I’m gonna stay the afternoon there. Now, I’ll go home at about 4pm, so I might see the one female which I think I told you about once (when imagining asking someone out, and she was beautiful). So maybe I’ll tell you, that I saw her; but I’m not gonna have the balls to ask her out :( haha
That’s it for today though. I’ll see you tomorrow! Take care, and Bye-Bye!
Hello! During the day, I didn’t study as much as I wanted to… I learned for maybe 1 hour (maybe a bit more) otherwise, YouTube was too addictive… But I started with probability theory, since this builds on measure theory. It’s not interesting yet, but my guess is, that it soon gets so. Also, in the afternoon, I did some more organizational things for the next volleyball season. Training will begin on Monday 5.5.
In the evening though, I went outside to play beach-volleyball. I went with Leon, one of his old team-mates and Daniel. We played for about 2 hours. (I won about half of the games.) It was cool, but my shoulder hurts like a little bitch. I can’t even serve without the biggest pain in my shoulder. Really annoying. Even more so, since it’s from the 2nd last mixed game. (At least, if I remember correctly.) Which is about 2 months ago…
We played from 6:30 until about 8:30. After that, Daniel, Leon and I ordered a pizza and ate it outside. Was a bit cold, but nice to be outside once! We talked a bit (obviously) but nothing really special.
Then, Daniel and I took the 9:45 train home, I got home at about 10:10. I then showered to get the last sand off of me, and now I’m writing you. I even brushed my teeth already -> I’m bed ready already. So now, I’ll spend some more time on my PC (probably watching today’s Los Ratones scrims) and then going to bed.
So, I’ll talk to you again tomorrow! Take care and see you then! Bye-Bye!
Hey there! Today imma keep it short as well. I hardly did anything. Maybe studied for 30 minutes, otherwise just spent time on my PC.
But I made one interesting discovery. As you probably know, I’m a dude. -> Not a female, so I don’t really know, how women think and so on. I don’t really understand them. So this makes it really interesting. And today, YouTube recommended a video of a woman speaking specifically to other women. So I was just like a spy in the audience.
What did I learn? Not that much yet – but with each female-focused video I watch, I hope to get (a little) more “female-contend” recommended. But I’ll keep you posted!
Unrelated to that: Today was my brothers turn to cook. At first, he just wanted to make some pasta with tuna-salad. But I don’t like tuna salad… So I successfully convinced him, to make something different. Then we had a BBQ. Another big win in my book!
But that’s it for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow – hopefully with something more interesting to tell you! Until then, take care! Bye-Bye!
