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  • i’ll update it, as soon as I have a keyboard to write this all.

    dayily activities: later [see vlog]

    evening: walk with dainel, finally get intel about ex gf. Felt heavy in the heart… especially, that she had a thing with someone on her travel (she apparently went to china – Daniel wasnt entirely sure; classic). But overall, she seema to be doung fine -> good!
    with that now known, I’d kinda like to talk to her, NGL. I wonder, how that’d feel.

    Right now, cant really think of more -> imma end it here. Ciao!

  • hello! I’m on vacation right now, so I’m typing this on my phone right now -> rather short, since not too good to write. Tomorrow, I’ll probably expand it a little, since it’s already wuite late, and time to go to bed.

    what did I do?
    Morning: pack things, and read a bit of a book.

    afternoon: after lunch, go to the airport with friends, since we are going on vacation in Malta. We drank a bit on the way there/and on the airport. We took off, at 15:10 and landes like 2hours 10 mintes later.

    in Malta, we went to our aor bnb, changed into bathing cloathes, and went into the sea . (It was alread kinda dark outside -> we (I) were scared of sea-hedgehogs. Nothing happened tough.

    then, shower & change back to real clothed, eat & drink -> go to party.

    First club: the music was good, but wayyy too loud. Not going back there, it was crazy. I didnt really hear for like 30 minutes after going outside of the club. It was all like a little blurrish. After that Daniel, I and one more decided: tome to go home. So we did that, on the way there, we went to mac-Donalds, and waited for some more,

    eventually, we got home, showered, took a little vlog day-recap, and now I’m writing (to) you.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Tale care! Bye-Bye!

  • Sup! Today, I don’t really feel like typing a lot. So it’ll be short once more.

    Morning: Wake up (at like 9) -> head didn’t hurt SUI -> Small breakfast, and spent time on PC.

    Afternoon: I went on a drive with my dad, spent time on my PC, and was sunbathing.

    Evening: Some more time on my PC. I had planned, that I pack my things, since tomorrow I go to Malta with some friends. Didn’t really do that though.
    Also, I fixed some of my underwear, since they had a itchy thing sewed to the back -> I removed this.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow (probably. I’m not entirely sure, how I’m gonna make it this week when I’m on vacation). Take care! Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today, late -> tired -> short

    Morning & Afternoon: I didn’t do much. I slept until ~11, and then spent time on my PC. In the afternoon, I also was sunbathing for like 45 minutes.

    Evening: I went to Pete at about 6pm. We played some games, lots of darts, cooked, drank some beer, and talked some. Also, his alcoholic room-mate (lol) joined later in the evening.
    I left at like half past 12.

    At home, I re-watched the EMEA spring finals, los Ratones won, and then spent some more time on my PC.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Late & Tired -> short today again.

    Morning: Wake up -> get ready -> go to uni for corrections (funnily enough, the PHD-student was late. We planned to start at 9:30, he came 10 min too late) -> do corrections until 11:50ish.

    Afternoon: the prof invited us to eat lunch -> We had like a 2 hour lunch break, and had Pite (or some close sounding to that). -> going back to do corrections.

    Evening: we finished at about 18:15. Then we went to a bar, and had a few drinks. It was super inefficient. Like everything lol. We had like 3 drinks, and we left (kinda late) at 22:45. I went home, and they went to get something to eat from MacDonalds.
    The other TA, told me about her semester in Sweden, and she said, I should really do it. super cool!
    The PHD-students sister also joined in. She recently (20 days ago) canceled her wedding. Don’t know why. But yeah. Quick mention here because that’s kinda wild. And she seemed really well put together for that!

    At home, I spent some time on my PC, took a shower, and now I’m writing (to) you. That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

  • Hello! Today, I had a day, not even gonna lie.

    I woke up early-ish, and then I had to get my MRI.On the way there, I nearly shit myself. (I didn’t take a dump at home for some reason, I couldn’t understand while I was on my way lul.) Initially, they said, my appointment is at 10:00; so I arrived a few minutes later, and I thought, “imma be gone in like 20-30 minutes”. Little did I know. It took them one full hour -> I was even more late for the corrections.
    Anyway, once they were done, I basically instantly got my results (3d scan) back. This is actually really nicely done. I now have some web-page, where I can access my scan. I think that’s nice.

    Once I was done with the MRI, I headed to the university, to do the corrections of the students exams. Initially, we had planned, to meet at 9, but because of my MRI, I was like 15.5 hours too late… Happens.

    There, we just did lots of corrections. So just what you’d expect. For lunch, I had Rice-Up – for the second time in my life. I think, I had the same thing as I ordered last time, but it was still good. We (the PHD-students and those correcting) ate together outside; in the sun… It was kinda nice, but the sun was quite powerful. Sun’s still good tho!

    We actually were correcting quite long. That means, I left the office at like 7:15pm. I had thought, that I just go in the normal train home, but then I realized, that I had my bicycle at the other train-station -> I had to take another train -> (unlucky me) I had to wait for like 20 minutes at the trainstation today, and the train took like 15 minutes longer than my usual does.

    Back at home, I made myself 2 sausages, and we had some left-over past-salad, which I used. I then cut some pickles and cheese, made myself some simple salad sauce, and then ate all of this outside. (Sara and her husband were her, and they then spent some time outside with me, while I was eating.)

    Once I was done with dinner, I did the dishes, went to my room and spent time on my PC. I was quite tired, so I took a shower, and now I’m writing (to) you. Actually, I had planned to go to bed kinda early today, but I just took a look at the clock, and it’s already 1:30am. So no going to bed early.

    But yeah. That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!

  • What’s up! Today, I’m tired, and I did a lot. So imma keep it short-ish.

    Morning: I woke up early (double bad, since I couldn’t fall asleep yesterday evening. I saw the moon, through the window, from my bed.) and went to the physical therapist (at 8:15). At the end, she massaged my back, and I nearly fell asleep lul.
    After that, I went back home, spent some time on my PC, and then I cleaned my room. Well, I vacuumed it & threw out some trash.

    Afternoon: Lunch -> I had an in-person meeting for my bachelors thesis. First, she talked about what she had imagined, then I explained my idea, for an AI with 2 text-inputs, and it returns if they are written by the same person or not. She said, she’ll look a bit into that, and send me some papers for me to read more into.

    After that, I went to visit my sister Sara. I had to take the train for about 1.5 hours. But as luck would have it, I arrived at the trainstation like 3 minutes after my train left, and then had to wait about half an hour on the next. I then arrived at her house at about 4pm.

    Once I was there, she gave me a quick room-tour and then we talked a bit about potential holidays and so on. Then we already had to start cooking. We made a version of pita-bread. Well, we made some dough, quickly fried both sides in a pan, and then threw them into the oven. In the mean time, we cut some veggies & Feta, and cooked some chicken. Then we ate it all together.

    Evening: After dinner, Sara and her husband had to go to some friends of theirs, so I went home again. I took the train home, at 7:45pm. But wouldn’t you know it. I left the tram one station to early, and then missed my connection. So I had to wait for another 30 minutes at a train station today. What a time to be alive! (haha)
    Nonetheless, I got home shortly after 10pm.

    At home, I re-watched the match from los Ratones in the semi-finals. They won 3-0. Not really that interesting. But now they do get to plyy in the finals on saturday.
    After that, I just spent some time on YouTube and ordered some things for my hike (like almost everything). And now I’m writing(to) you.

    One quick thing I gotta mention: Today, I was kinda a horn-dog lol. I nearly “checked out” all women I saw at the train station. Well, at least the hot ones. Lool. Was actually really bad. hahaha.

    So that’s about all I did for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!


    Check-List Time

    • Thinking about ex: 2/10. Did think of her in the train (like once or twice), since we traveled a lot by train. But nothing really bad.
    • How was my day? 8/10; Did a lot, had fun with my sister, and went to her place for the first time (well – real time). Also, I was on the train for a long time, which was kinda meditating I guess.
    • Shoulder update: Had a physical therapy today. But it’s about the same still. She massaged my shoulder blades a bit, and I think that helped a bit. At least it felt good lol.
  • Hello! Imma keep it short for today.

    Morning: Nothing really lul. Just slept kinda long, and spent some time on YouTube.

    Afternoon: I went on a drive with my dad (I’m learning to drive). Today, we repeated the shoulder check and so on. Then we parked (normal, and parallel) and took some roundabouts and double-roundabouts.
    After that, I spent some more time on my PC.
    In the afternoon, I also got the email for my bachelors thesis. We have a meeting tomorrow, where we (I guess) do some work for the terms and conditions.

    Evening: I spent some time planing more of my trip, and I put some more things in the shopping-cart for my hike. Also, some time on YouTube.

    That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!


    Check-List Time

    • Thinking about ex: 1.5/10. DIdn’t really think of her. Maybe only just before, in the shower. Classic.
    • How was my day? 7/10; quite good, had a good drive, so I yeah. But I didn’t do that much…
    • Shoulder update: same as yesterday. I didn’t do any exercises… So yeah. Silly me!

  • Hello! Today, I didn’t do that much.

    Morning: I slept until like 11:30ish. I woke up earlier in the morning though, but went back to sleep again. So, after getting up, I spent some time on my PC, (I believe) and then it was already time for lunch.

    Afternoon: I spent a lot of time on watching the reaction to “Avatar the Last Airbender” from AgoodwinTV. Also, I spent some time programming (some more time on my color grading project).

    Early evening: Today, was the last time I did the revision of the finances from my volleyball club. I’ve done this now for six years, but now it’s enough. To be honest, I don’t really get why we even do this. I mean yeah, we do check some simple checks, but if the cashier would want to steal, we would never realize. He could simply explain it away, and we would (most likely) never know.
    So this revision took like 1.5 hours. After that, I went back home again. -> I did not go to volleyball practice.

    Evening: At home, I made myself like 2 sandwiches for dinner. Once I was done with eating, I went on my PC, and watched the last game from the Los Ratones vs [opponent which I cannot recall – 1st place from turkey] game. It was a BO5 series, and they were in game 5. So, winner goes to semi-finals, loser goes home. And Los Ratones delivered -> won. I was actually kinda nervous. But yeah…

    Once this game was over, I spent some more time programming, and then watched some more Last Airbender commentary, took a shower and now I’m writing (to) you.

    So that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!


    Check-List Time

    • Thinking about ex: 2/10. Mostly really good, but for the revision, I had to go to a place, near where she lives. This made me think kinda of, “what’s gonna be, if we meet?”; if you know what I mean. So I thought of her not really in the sense of “I miss her” but more like, “what would I do, if we see each other?” (I don’t really have an answer to that.)
    • How was my day? 7/10; quite good, but didn’t do that much.
    • Shoulder update: same as yesterday. Can’t really put my hand behind my head, because pain :(. Also, I didn’t do any exercises… So yeah. Silly me!

  • Hello! Today, I didn’t do much. I slept until like 10 and some more, then I pretty much just spent some time on my PC until lunch. After lunch, I went outside to sun-bathe (in the shade of a tree). Outside, I fell asleep for like a short time, until the wind picked up and it got colder. (So until about 3pm.) Then, in about 10 minuets it went from practically no wind, to gusts of about 60km/h (I guess). Like, the wind was crazy. I obviously went inside then.

    Back inside, I just spend some time on my PC.

    After dinner, I watched some more YouTube, and then I started with the coding of my automatic color correction program. (The idea, is to basically automate this here.) I did this until like 1:30am (with some short YouTube breaks).

    As you know, I have all my screens turned to black & white. But for the programming today, I sometimes need to see some colors (for obvious reasons). And I gotta say, it’s crazy how bright these colors were. I don’t even remember them like that. No wonder the world seems more colorful since I turned my screens black & white.

    After the programing (I’m not done yet), I took a shower and now I’m writing (to) you.

    Check-List Time

    • Thinking about ex: 1.5/10. When I was outside for a bit, but it was more about women in general (I was kinda horny -> thinking about sex lul). And also, today I thought, that I might be “over her” (whatever that means). But I guess, I’ll find this out the next time I see her.
    • How was my day? 7.5/10; quite good
    • Shoulder update: same as yesterday. Can’t really put my hand behind my head, because pain :(. Also, I didn’t do any exercises… So yeah. Silly me!