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Hello! As it happens, yesterday I completely forgot to write my diary… Shit happens.

So quickly to yesterday: During the day was nothing really special. But in the evening I had volleyball practice -> met Daniel for the first time in about a month (or so) and we talked a bit. I found out, he met his potential girl like 2-3 times. So then I asked him about the situation, and he told me, that it’s not really clear. (Like at all. They haven’t kissed or anything remotely close to that.)
I then suggested to him, that he should ask her out, like not just to “hang out” but to ask her to go on a “date” with him. So on the way back, we wrote a message to her & then we had to wait for her answer.

Now to today: Daniels girl didn’t respond yesterday. But he promised, that he’d text me as soon as she answers. So, I expected a message from him this morning, as he is kinda an early bird, and I’m not. But no message! So I asked him, and he told me, that she’s currently still ghosting him. (I believe, she hasn’t opened the chat yet(?)) I asked him again in the afternoon, and in the evening. But same answer still. So, I guess that’s a bad sign :(

All in all, though, I think, it’s still a good thing that he asked. He even said that himself yesterday after texting her. It really does feel good. We can’t take it back now. We just gotta wait it out.

But now for the rest of the day: I watched wayy to many YouTube videos and shit. At least, I started to study a little bit. (I started repeating the measure theory script.) I even printed the measure theory and probability theory script, in order to study away from my PC. But as of now, I haven’t done this yet.
Also, today in the afternoon, I had a physical therapy appointment. She just massaged my shoulder a little bit. This felt good in the moment, but weirdly enough, it hurt a little bit afterwards.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow! Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Today was a real bummer. I didn’t really do anything other than yesterday. So I could have just skipped it – lol.

Actually, I read some sources for my bachelors thesis proposal, and then asked chat-GPT to give me an example with the terms, conditions and information I had. So I guess I have to make some small changes, and then I can hand it in.

But yeah. That’s all…

I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! I’m finally back for my first full day. I basically just spent all of it catching up with some YouTube videos… Now I think I already fucked up my sleep-schedule. Happens

But that’s all for today already, since I’m tired and want to go to bed.

(I’m gonna add the missing entries probably tomorrow. We’ll see!)

Hello! Today, I didn’t do that much. All though, I got up early. That is, because I drove Emily to the train-station, since she’s going to vacation on Fiji. For 5 weeks. This was at 9am. Then, I didn’t really do anything more for the remainder of the morning.

In the afternoon, at first, I spent some time on my PC. I watched a reaction to “Big Hero 6”. Spoiler: In this movie, the main-character’s brother dies. And this all made me really sad. I even had tears in my eyes. Lately, I’ve been really sad, everytime I think of death. I’ll tell you, once I’m back from vacation [see below] since it’s too alte right now…)

Then, I accompanied my dad to his mother (aka my grandmother). (She’s not really my grandmother though, since my grandfather had re-married, and his then wife was my functional-grandmother. And we hardly ever saw my genetic-grandmother. Kinda a weird situation…) I did this so I had some more driving practice.

There, we had to help her for like 10 minutes with some computer problem and some old-people device which didn’t work for her. Then, she wanted to tell us some more things, which she saw in the internet. (Like animal videos and shit.)
This all felt kinda sad, since (I think, that) she doesn’t really have anyone to talk to. She’s a kinda lonely woman. -> Kinda sad.

Once we left, I had to try to parallel-park. And let me tell you. I never failed this bad. I had three different attempts, and failed every single one of them. (Well, I was just too far right or left, but still -> not good.)

Then, back at home, I had to cook dinner. I made pita-bread with chicken. It was actually really good. I recommend this!

After dinner, I spent some time on my PC, and then started to pack my things, since we (family) go to vacation tomorrow. I’m not done yet, but I’ll finish it tomorrow. Hehe. I’m too tired right now. And I still have like 6.5 hours until we leave [eyes emoji].

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Now a quick head’s up for the next two weeks. I’ll be on vacation -> I don’t know how active I’ll write my diary online. I take a note-book with my, but I probably won’t write everything down with my phone. Since this is a really tedious task!

But yeah. That’s all for today. I’ll see you again soon. Take care! Bye-Bye!

Hello! Today, I did nothing. Watched some “2 broke girl$” but then finally quit (after watching too much of it -> it got boring & they changed Oleg, who happened to be my favorite character hehe).

Then, some time after dinner, I watched the movie “Surf’s up”. It’s this childrens movie with the penguins. I even watched it in color. And I gotta say, it’s crazy how saturated these colors were.
Anyway. What did I learn? A winner is someone who has fun. And if you don’t have fun, you can’t win. Or you might also say: “know why you do things”. The long term goal is usually not to “win” things, but to “keep playing”, since that’s the part we’re (usually) concerned about.

But yeah… That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Today, speed-run!

Morning: Sleep

Afternoon: Physical therapy (got some exercises, which I have to do every other day). Time on PC (actually, watched like 2 episodes of Dan Da Dan. First time watching anime in long time), was bored overall.

Evening: Cook dinner (Rice with ham-rolls and tomato sauce). After dinner, I was bored again -> started to watch a new TV show. Namely: 2 Broke Girls. It’s not as good as friends, but it makes the time pass.

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!

Hello! It’s late again -> imma keep it short.

Morning: Sleep

Afternoon: Finish HIMYM (skipped through ~half of seasons 8&9. I don’t like the ending. It’s bullshit that they let Ted’s wife die. It makes like the whole series dumb. I would have liked it, if they removed like half of season 9 and did the second half with ted & his wife and the early -> late stages of their dating. (without her dying – obviously).).

Evening: After dinner, I made some dough, and then cooked bread in and with my equipment, which I’ll have with me during my hike. The bread was actually kinda good. (TBH, it wasn’t really bread, more like 5 flat-breads.) Sadly, I kinda burned my pan in the process. I put some special soap on it, so it might be OK tomorrow. Hopefully it is. Otherwise, it was a success.
Then, I spent the rest of the evening on my PC. Just watching some YouTube.
Ah, I also ordered some new bathing-pants, since I’ll go on vacation in like 3 days. (On Friday, and my old ones are already in use for too long.)

That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care! Bye-Bye!

Hi! It’s already late, and I’m tired -> short today.

Morning: Sleep

Afternoon: HIMYM & driving lesson (drove to big city with trams and shit, went good -> tried to sign me up for practical driver exam -> not enough open places -> made a request, to take the exam someplace else).

Evening: Quickly checked, that my Bunsen-burner works -> going outside to see the sunset and talk a bit with my mom, HIMYM until it was already too late (it’s 2:30am).

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That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Today, I didn’t really do that much. I mostly just watched HIMYM. (It’s getting kinda boring, but I think, imma finish it.)

In the afternoon, I went on a drive with my dad. Today, the parking went pretty much as planned. We also did some driving through a city, and that went smoothly (pretty much).

Then, I (kinda) helped my brother cook. That is, I grilled the meat. Funny story: He asked our mom what meat we should grill. Then, a tragic misunderstanding happened. He thought, that she meant the steaks. But she meant the meat patties and 2 sausages. (They were both in the fridge -> misunderstanding.) So I ended up cooking 9 steaks. For 4 persons. hehe. She wasn’t happy when she found out. (And I kinda failed the meat. It was on the grill for too long…)

But yeah. That’s about all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Hello! Yesterday, I went to sleep when I already saw it getting brighter outside (so at about 4:30 in the morning / night). Then, tomorrow I woke up at like 10am. Not that much sleep. I then drank some water, spent a little time on my PC and then already packed my things for this afternoon, since we (Josh, his GF, Pete and two more) went Aare (river) boating.

We went on the train at home at half past 12, then some (long) time later (we had to pump air into our boats and get them to water – with lots of people having the same idea) we set sail on the sea. But instead of sail, we just drifted with the water, and instead of sea it was the Aare.
-> It took about 3.5 hours until we had to get out of the water again. So we just spent some time relaxing in the sun, and if it got too hot, we could take a quick jump into the water.

Once we left the water, we packed all our things, and then went to Pete’s shared flat and had a small BBQ there.
After eating, we hung around a little longer, drinking some beers and then playing some card & dice games. We all were really tired since it’s surprisingly exhausting to just relax in a boat.

We finally went back home at half to one (middle of the night). Back at home, I took a shower & now I’m writing (to) you.

That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care, and I’ll talk to you then! Bye-Bye!

P.S. I don’t really know how Daniel’s day was, but I for sure will ask tomorrow!