September 25

Hello! As I’m tired right now, and it’s kinda late (not really) and I wanna go to bed, imma keep it short today as well.

Morning: Sleep out (until like 9/9:30) -> still tired but get up anyway -> try solving some sudokus (kinda successful) -> do some university stuff

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Funnily enough, I prepared a excel-sheet for some hinge data. I now log what’s on my profile, likes sent out, likes received, matches and the respective date. Like this, in the end I can make a depressing statistic lol.
The goal is, to change at least one thing each day, and see how it impacts things.

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Afternoon: Some more university stuff (academic writing things) ->
pick up the deposit from the trailer we used for our Porsche (This was actually my first drive alone. It wasn’t really special. It was really easy to drive with a limiter for once, instead of only gas-pedal speed control. Also, when driving back home, I had to go onto the highway at a road work thing, and then I went the wrong way. So I drove like 7km in the wrong direction. Otherwise all went well. All in all, this took like 2 hours.)
-> going to pharmacy for medication (last time was a month ago – I should take it every other week) -> clean my room and change bed-sheets -> some hinge abuse (still no matches) -> some more uni stuff -> 30 min phone call with Sara.

Evening: After the call -> make dinner (family was at IKEA – I didn’t go though), (I made myself burgers) -> watch some YouTube (sadly Dan Da Dan is over :( so no Dan Da Dan no more) -> some more academic writing things ->
by coincidence write with a friend from a volleyball team I used to play at (the Egyptian(?) setter.) He’s just started his medicine studies at the same university where I’m at. Funny times.

Now, I’m about to go take a shower -> brush teeth -> bed.

That’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

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It’s funny, if I use hinge, I always “feel” like I’m ready for a new girlfriend. But then, in the evening, I watched like 2 volleyball videos, and during the 2nd, I got some flashbacks of my ex, and then I had this cold chilly feeling. You know what I mean. So now what the fuck does that mean?
Not really important. I think, I’ll still try to get a new girlfriend.

I still don’t know if Caroline’s single or not, but we’ll see. In like 17 days is (October 12) the next time I’ll see her. But not to get ahead of me. I would still have to talk to her lol.

Also (as mean as it may sound) hinge really humbles one (me). I mean, I get like 0 matches, so slowly my standards are coming down. Which is probably one of the downsides, but also one of the upsides. (I am talking about looks-standards – which objectively speaking, aren’t that important in the long run. So this might be a good thing. Who really knows…) With that, I’m more open to date Caroline (even if she’s not a 10/10 – still pretty though).