September 8

Hello! Today I woke up really early (6am) and then was in half-sleep until like 8 when I got up. I then slowly made myself ready for my exam, and headed to the university.

About the exam: It was not that good. I mean, I solved most of the exercises, but the not as good as I would have hoped. I expect like a 4.5 or a 5. (Which is good, but not as good as I’d liked, given how well I understood all of this.)
I was not really that focused during the exam. I mean, I feel like I’ve missed a few obvious things. Also, like 2/3 times I was really un-focused, and then my mind jumped to thinking about my ex. Really not good timing. And annoying as well. I mean it happens from time to time, but still not that good – especially for my mental state.

After the exam I went home and had breakfast. (I was home at like 1pm.) My dad was still around the dinning table, so we talked a bit (obviously). As you might know, I told them about the CLT (since I believe it to be interesting), and today my dad asked me, if it wouldn’t be possible to use this knowledge to gain an advantage in trading (stocks). (Since over time, (pretty much) everything becomes a normal distribution.)
Not to get too ahead of myself, but I’m not gonna spend too much time on that at the moment, since exams. But once these are over, I think I’ll try some bots and shit.

In the afternoon, I did 2 old practice exams from 2 years ago (I belive) for my probability theory exam. Tomorrow, I’ll study measure-theory, 2 days from now, I’ll write the measure-theory exam & study probability theory and then 3 days from now, I’ll write the PT exam.

Also, Emily and I cooked dinner today. It was really nice. yeah.

In the evening, I spent some time with my brother, and we have found another car we might buy. This one is an old car, which just needs to be fixed up, but then can be sold for a lot. (As of now, the price for the car is 3.1k, and we saw good ones of those on sale for 15-25k. So if all goes well, we’ll buy this car.)

Then, I spent the rest of the evening just watching some YouTube & now I’m writing (to) you. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Take care & Bye-Bye!

Today, I thought, I might be burned out or maybe a little depressed. But it’s not too bad. At least I didn’t have any suicidal thoughts (as of yet).